Rieles:
Ugh I can never paint my right nails because I'm a right handed person ... I usually have jace do it .
"Jace baby ... Can you come here and help me paint my nails?" I say .
He walks in my room and sits on the carpet .
"Sure babe ."
He rolls up his sleeves ... I look at his arms and see several cuts up and down his arm .
I grab his arm and look at him .
He puts his head down .
"Jace... Why are you doing this again .. I thought you stopped . I thought you were okay now ." I say to him . I begin to cry ... I love him so much . I feel like shit I should've known he wasn't fine . He didn't look okay at all for the past month .
He grabs me .
"Riele please no don't cry baby . I'm fine look see I'm happy ." He says faking a smile .
He grabs my face and looks into my eyes .
"Your not okay jace." I say sobbing even louder and even harder .
He begins to cry .
"The guys - the guys at school treat me like crap and and I -I can't take it riele ... Your the reason I'm still here ... I'd kill myself If didn't have you " he says he sobs even louder .
"They hurt me riele ... Hurt me so bad ." He hugs me hard .
We cry together .
"We will get through it Jace." I say to him .
"I love you baby ." I say to him . He closes his eyes. Relief goes over his body .
We lay down ... Forget about my nails and sleep . He sleeps in my arms .. Where I hope he'll stay forever .
Well I almost cried to sleep because of this chapter ... Who else ?
