I think there is something wrong with me.
Lately I've been getting anxiety attacks, and hearing a little voice in my head telling me I'm useless, worthless, and a bother to everyone. I call it blackbird.
Blackbird doesn't always randomly come out the way you may think, something has to trigger it. I get detention at school. I get yelled at, or slapped at home. Then I run to my room, sitting in the corner hugging my knees and cry. I fight with myself in my mind. Usually after Blackbirds little torture session is over, my nose starts to bleed. I don't know how to stop it, but it's eating me from the inside out.
I think there is something wrong with me.
How do I kill the Blackbird?
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One True Forever
Non-FictionI call myself bluebird for a reason. They are beautiful birds, very small and fragile looking. But strong, and generally mean to other birds as well. I don't put my real name for a reason as well. I have another Wattpad account, and I want my column...
