Forcing Something Simple

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I felt this heavy weight on my chest and my head was pounding. I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't no matter how hard I tried. I felt...weird and....different. I don't know how to explain this feeling. I felt more aware of everything. I could actually feel the blood coursing through me and my heartbeat was incredibly loud in my ears, so many thoughts were going through my head at such a fast rate I couldn't keep up. I felt someone grab my hand but I couldn't find the strength to pull away. I was numb and I was starting to get scared from having no control over my body. "Y/n..." I heard someone's rough voice. It sounded like this person hasn't had water for days. "Who's Y/n?..." I couldn't help but think to myself. "I'm so sorry." The voice cracked and I felt like I've heard this voice say these words before. It was all a haze, like it was in a dream I've had so long ago. I tried my hardest to move my hand that was laid in this other persons hand. "Come on..." I thought to myself. Nothing happened. "Move damn it!" I began to grow frustrated with myself. "I wish I could take it back." I heard. I try to furrow my eyebrows in confuse. "Take what back?" I thought. It went quiet again and I could feel a liquid on my hand. Soft little droplets. "Is this person crying?" I immediately stopped focusing on moving and couldn't help but wonder why this person was crying...over me...what they were sorry about....who am I to them. Who am I at all?

Sudden I felt the absent of the touch and I felt....empty. I felt different yet again. I strained myself to move. "H-..." Was all I could get out. My heart sped up. "I did it...I did it!!!" I won't to jump up in excitement but...I couldn't...obviously.

"D-...did you just-...oh my god...Y/n can you hear me?" I heard the voice panic and I felt his hand slip in mine. I tried hard to open my eyes but to no avail. "H-....eh...mmm." Right now I didn't even know what I was saying. I didn't even know what I wanted to say. "Holy shit!" I heard a surprised laugh. "Y/n, talk come on, you can do it. Talk." The male voice chanted with excitement. I felt feeling in my feet again and I slowly wiggled my toes. My fingers were next. "Ha! You're moving!" Yet again he spoke overjoyed. I was dying to know who this was...and finally, I felt my eyes become lighter and they fluttered open. The blinding light from the sunshine stung my eyes like chlorine. "She's awake! Guys she's awake!!" I saw a person by the door, yelling out into the hall. "You're awake...holy-...you're awake!" The person turned to me in disbelief. I stayed quiet and studied this mans face. Black hair and a pale face. A cut in smile and haunting eyes....haunting. I felt like I wanted to cry at the sight but at the same time I felt a comfort and I didn't know why. He was disturbing to look at...but in a charming way of that even mad sense.

He knelt down my my bed side and rested a hand on my cheek while his other hand laced in with mine. Tears were at the brim of his eyes. "I missed you so much, I visited you everyday, everyone said you wouldn't wake up but I knew you would...I just knew you would." He smiled a real smile and it was soft. I looked at him emotionless and slowly turned to look around the room. Small blue flowers filled the room in vases, tea cups, jars, and even bowls. "Do you like them? I picked them for you." He said noticing I was looking at them. I didn't answer. I could feel him starring at me. I looked around the room some more until I cou don't stand the feeling of being watched. I turned to look at him as we had this odd look on his face. He looked relaxed and a small smile pulled at his lips. He honestly looked star struck or something and I wondered why he was looking at me like that.

"God, you're so gorgeous. I missed you so much, I'm so happy you're awake, now we can finally be happy together forever. I love you." He said standing up and leaning in towards me.

My heart started beating fast again and my palms got sweaty. I was so confused.

"Who are you?" I asked putting my hand in his chest to stop him from getting any closer.

Suddenly more boys stumbled into the room. They were all talking at once and they seemed happy. "I'm so glad you awake." A boy in a blue mask stepped to me. I looked at him before looking at the others. The boy with the smile still held my hand. I turned to look at him too only to find him frozen. The star struck look was gone and a look of fear took its place. He's eyes looked sad and at a lost for words. Completely frozen. "Jeff, what's wrong?" A boy with blond hair placed a hand on the shoulder of the smiling teenager. Everyone quieted down and looked from me to the boy whose name I learned was Jeff. "Oh no..." I heard the blue masked boy mumble before shaking his head and walking over to Jeff.

"W-who are you people?..." I asked starting to panic.

Everyone looked at each other and then back to me.

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