Can he love my weight (thug love)

chapter 14

                  Starr above

rena looked at me and I looked at her and then got out of the car an rena stayed in the car

excuse me?

hay baby, mommy's home" she said constantly looking around and scratching her neck 

wat do u want angel" i said looking at the woman that use to be the only one that loved and cared for me she use to be a great mother

uhhh? I came by to borrow some umm.. money" she said continuing then crack head behavior

I don't have any I had to go by food and other supplies for the house since I have to be a mother to my self" i told putting my hand on my hip

yo fat ass don't need no fucking food u fat hoe u need to lose weight that's y yo ass cant get no man to love u I bet if he did it would be just for sex cuz he know yo fat ass eat well witch mean u suck good dick" she said laughing

I got a question for u?"i said with my eyebrows raised

wat bitch?" said narrowing her eyes at me

y my daddy leave u then?"i asked

u know wat! I'm  tired of u that's y everybody leave yo fat nasty ass nobody ever wanted to be bothered with u bitch I only put up with you cause yo daddy gave me the money to raise yo ugly ass. I was gone give u away bt that's how I made my money u stupid bitch yo own daddy don't love u! shit I was give yo ass away to him bt he paid me to keep yo nothing ass away from him u fat hoe u sicken me with yo stanking ass I should have left you in Chicago" she said looking at me with pure disgust in her face

I stood there with tears coming down my face shocked of the words that she just told me

pooh!" rena said and I turned around their was standing the boys and rena with a deeply concerned look I was embarrassed that they had to hear wat was said especially kellz I don't like people in my personal life

wow I cant believe u just said that your unbelievable" I said feeling and all time low in my life

you happy now bitch?" she said

I hope u have a nice angel Daniel" I said going in the house with a ocean full of tears coming out my eyes

I ran in the house I heard them calling me bt I didn't care right then I just wanted to be alone after wat she just told me I  couldn't believe she would tell me something like that after all the things that we been through in Chicago wen it was just us and no large amounts of money

rena,dee,tae  ran in the house after starr bt kellz stayed out side he had to talk to starr's mother angel

 *********kellz poverty********

I walked up to angel to address her about the stuff that she said to starr because I'm her daddys right man hand and he tell me everything so I'm sure that she'sa lieing to her bt I don't know why

angel?

wat?

why u lieing to her about her father?" I asked cerious

why tf u worried about wat I do with my own  child?

because you're hurting you're one and only daughter" I said looking dep in her face

wat u like her fat nasty ass?" she said with a disgusting look on her face

naw I don't like her I love her and she's not fat she's thick and a very clean young lady at that" I said

mhmm I know u lieing u just want her for her pussy and mouth" she said with a smirk

I'm actually not I love ur daughter for her she great and honesty I would have killed u if u were somebody else cuz I promised my self ain't nobody gone hurt her or make her feel low like she's not worth it wen she is she the best thing that can happen for any body" I said stating the truth to her

Well how about this Mr.handsome I suck yo dick and u see if ur mind change then" she said getting on her knees and trying to unbuckle my gucci belt

u a disgusting nasty old ass bitch" I said after I pushed her hands off

come on now baby ik u want it" she said

no thank u I'm good now if don't mind I'm going to tend to my beautiful queen" I said walking back on the house to talk to my baby now I see why she never talk about her mother and y she don't live here no more I mean she told me some stuff but i never imagined it like this in million years now I feel bad for all the things I been putting her through I know she deserve and could get much better I guess that's y I am the way I am towards her because I though I wasn't good enough I mean like one day she's going to leave my life just like my mother left me and that's wat scares me the most cause she to good for me

I walked in the house and seen Dee holding Rena while she just cry's in his arms

wat happen?" I asked confused

Starr wouldn't let us in she said she wanted to be alone bt Rena was talking to her and telling her that she love her and their going to get through this together bt she still didn't open the door she just told Rena that she loves her and she want to be alone right now" dee said holding her

u know her ass over dramatic"tae said laughing

I just noded and chucked at Tae and went up the stairs to Starr room

babe?"i asked with my ear to the door

please just leave me alone right now" she said with a weak voice u could tell she been crying very heavy

I'm sorry but I cant do that baby I just wanna lay their and hold you we don't have to talk" I told her leaning on the door

no" she said so simple

well if not me can u at least let Rena in she's crying her heart out down stairs" I told her

really" she questioned

yah baby she's going through it down there" i said with a chuckle

can u please go get her for me?" she asked an I could hear her getting up

RENAA!! STARR WANTS U!" I yelled at the stairs

Rena ran up the stairs so fucking fast and as soon as Star opened the door she fell on the last step hard asl and Starr start laughing bt Rena got up fast asl and jumped on he like u would a boyfriend and held on then Starr closed the door quickly and locked it back

damn ok then just fuck me I guess huh?"i said hurt

I'm sorry but yall can sleep in the other rooms if u want bt goodnight and I love u" she said on the other side of the door

damn no kiss?" i asked

nope now good bye" Rena said

pooh!" I said

bye baby love you" she said giggling

ok cool" I said salty asf

I went down stairs with the boys we talked over todays events I told them we could choose our rooms but we all slept down hear with th sports channel on.