Be Mine || Brooklyn Beckham

4. Forget it

[ M a c y ' s P O V ]

-//two months later//-

I woke up when I heard the rings of my alarm . I go to my desk and take a marker and my desk calendar . September 24th .

Since 5th September is eight months later from my birthday which is also the day when Brooklyn left to New York , I've been marking the date after . Marking an 'x' mark on each date when I didn't meet him .

He said eight months but that's all I know , I don't know the exact date .

I mark an 'x' on the date 23th . Yes I didn't meet him yesterday , sadly . I place back the marker and calendar to my desk and then go to check my phone .

Nothing new . Not that I was expecting a text from someone , I kind of lost hope that he will suddenly randomly texting me some 'hey' . But still deep inside , I really wish he will .

I stopped crying at nights , it's useless . I can't change anything by crying my eyes out . Plus , looking from his social medias and all of the news he seems fine , heck he looks so damn happy . While me ? I'm nowhere near fine , let alone happy .

I do my usual morning routine for school and finally make my way to school . On the way to school I bought an orang juice literally the same one that Brooklyn gave me almost everytime .

Now that he's gone this is become my habit . This juice really reminds me of him , this makes me miss him more . But I love the nostalgic feeling I get .

"Hi Macy." Sean smile kindly at me as I smile back at him , he's really kind to me over these past eight months so I kind of become closer with him . But of course nothing more , I'm all Brooklyn's .

"Hey." I greet back at him as I keep walking and he start to walk beside me . The hallway is just like usual , students everywhere .

"You look beautiful today." He said complimenting me while I roll my eyes at him chuckling .

"I look just like yesterday , Sean." I said as I can hear he laughs a bit . I take a sip of my orange juice as the sweet liquid filled my mouth . If only the person beside me is Brooklyn , this'd be perfect .

"But you are tho." He said again scratching the back of his neck . If this was eight months ago I'd die in my feels , but not now . I'm not the same girl anymore now .

Wait , why's everyone in the hall way seems to staring at the same direction . I look up to see what is it . No freaking way , holy shit .

He stands against a walls facing his phone with his perfectly quiffed hair . He looks handsome as hell and probably thousands times hotter than before . Yeah , he's Brooklyn .

I stopped on my track , too shock to keep walking . I can feel my heart racing and it feels like my feet are shaking . Today is the day . I met him . He's here , he's fine .

"Macy ?" Sean said brought me back to reality . He looks confuse , I look up to him muttering 'sorry' to him as I quickly walk towards Brooklyn . I can't missed this chance .

I need to talk to him .

As I'm now standing in front of him , he's still busy playing with his phone and I'm trying my best to calm down before I start talking . But it seems like I can't put myself together , it just feels like I'm so emotional . I may have wish to meet him again but I wasn't expecting to meet him right now .

After realizing that a girl was standing in front of him , Brooklyn looks up . He looks at me as if he's trying to make sure if it's me . My heart beats louder and I feel like my hands are shaking . Yeah that just how nervous I am .