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A few years ago my mom passed away, I shouldn't say that my mother committed suicide. Last year my dad committed suicide to, I have nobody to help me nobody will help me at school I honestly  feel like dropping out. Right now I'm living with my so called "aunty" i dont call her that all she does is abuse me, get me to do what a normal 15 year old girl does clean and do home work.
All I do it sit in bed drawing or watching Joe sugg  on youtube, I've thought of making my own account  but nobody will watch my youtube video they will be stupid.
Joe sugg is one of my biggest inspirations. It's almost Christmas and i hope  my "family" gets me Joe sugg meet and greet tickets.
Around  this time of year a couple of years ago my mom committed suicide, this time of year  is probably the hardest time because  i didnt know what suicide was until my dad died i was only 13. Just imagine having a life like that. I would not call my self beautiful, i dont like to talk about my self much but i have long  blown straight hair, some makeup skills and I'm also really short.

Everyone makes fun of me for being myself and trying to be a part of every thing. I go to this thing called drama club  and the teacher there is such a bitch.

A  few days ago this one person came up to my and judge me for wearing a suicide silence shirt. I wanted to die that day

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