Oneshots

John Watson x reader

You looked down and saw him his piercing blue eyes and his sunshine blonde hair that would make you smile everytime you saw it bouncing up the stairs. You Didn't say anything as you looked down at the man you loved you could see sherlock in an alley just behind him.

"(Y/n) just....j-" he sighed cutting him self off by sighing he looked down to wipe the tears from his face and you laughed with sadness.

"Sorry John. ..but I have to.... you will understand soon. I don't want to do this to you John, I really don't want to." You looked up at the sky and wiped some tears from your face, then looked back.

"Then don't do it (y/n).. if you don't want to do it don't!" He practically yelled into the phone. Again it was silence.

"(Y/n) say something please"

"I love you...John. ...John watson... don't give up please" And with that you leaned forward and slowly fell to your permanent destination as most would say.

~~~~~~~~Johns pov~~~~~~~~

I saw her fall and I ran over as fast as I could, Just as I started running a man had pushed me over I got up and ran faster than I would have for anyone I saw a group surrounding her cold dead body I held her in my arms tears streaming like never before. I finally got a hold of her body and held her close.

Say something
I'm giving up on you.

"(Y/n) please say something... please I don't want to give up on you." He rocked back and forth with her in his arms tears streaming down his face. And he spoke in a whisper

"I love you (y/n)"

~~~~~~~~it's been almost a year since (still in Johns pov)
Since that fall and I had tried to get (y/n) off my mind I loved her/him and didn't say anything, I've also been with so many other people. I was in a music filled tavern currently listening to a girl/boy sing she/he looked almost like (y/n).

I'll be the one if
you want me too.
Anywhere I
Would have
followed you

I remembered all the fun times me and (y/n) had and along with sherlock.....I looked down at the bottom of my glass. Sherlock. I have to admit I miss both of their bantering... and I miss bickering with the two. Just then a male waiter came up to me and asked if I wanted a glass I replied

"Yes please"

Say something
I'm giving up on you.
And I

Once the waiter came back with my drink a girl came and sat next to me. The music getting the better of me she spoke calmly.

"Do you know this song?"

"Yes" I replied in a monotone voice

Am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all.

"Youre not very welcoming" she replied a bit sarcastically

"Well be in my shoes and figure out how I feel currently it doesn't take a genius to know I'm dying inside!" After I said that she scoffed

"Youre a fucking asshole you know that right?!" I looked at her as I had now an angry aura around me.

"OH YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH IF ANYONE'S AN ASSHOLE IT'S YOU" I slammed down my alcohol and money and walked out and left to 221 b.
And I will
Stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl.

I went to (y/n)'s room and fell over on my hands and knees and put my back to the door of her room.

"(Y/n) I miss you please come back." Tears had started falling from Johns eyes and he curled up into a ball.

"Say something I'm giving up on you"
After that last sentence John fell asleep as two people approached him and picked him up and put him in (y/n)'s bed.

I'm sorry that I
Couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would
Have followed you.

Ms. Hudson heard yelling coming from (y/n)'s room she ran towards the sound and saw John having a nightmare.

"(Yn) NOON PLEASE NOO I'M SORRY please I LOVE YOU PLEASE!!"

Ms. Hudson grabbed John and shook him awake and pulled him close to her and rubbed his back while swaying him back and forth like mother would to a little kid.

"Shh Shh it's okay now John shhh"

Say something I'm
Giving up on you
And I will swallow
My pride.

John went to sherlock's and (y/n)'s grave and talked about everything that has happened he looked at (y/n's grave.

"(Y/n) I love you and only you.... I can't find anyone else" John burst into more tears.

You're the one
that I love and
I'm saying goodbye

"I love you so much.. but goodbye both of you" John turned around and looked to his left thinking he saw you and sherlock. But he left quickly after.

Say something I'm
giving up on you
And I'm sorry I
Couldn't get to you.

John was once again with another girl this one seemed to understand his distress of you and sherlock but now you were allowed to see John again but you didn't want to like this. You dried your tears away seeing that he's gotten along well with another women you stepped up on stage as you were announced.

"Ladies and gentlemen welcome (y/f/n) (y/l/n) tonight she is singing say something." John heard your name and looked forward hoping it was you. And it was you were in a long slimming (fave colour) dress. You started singing and it was beautiful you walk forward to a waiter while singing.

And anywhere I Would have followed you, ohhhhhh say something I'm giving up on you.

The waiter followed you towards John, and you grabbed Johns hand helping him out of his seat and danced with him while singing the girl was obviously jealous and tried getting his attention but soon left realizing she couldn't.

Say something I'm giving
Up on you. Say something.

You looked up at John and the waiter came up to the two of you and smiled

"Told you it work out" sherlock said
John grabbed your face gently to look up at him and smashed his lips to yours. People were screaming and whistling along with clapping.