The Monster

Chapter 1: Introducing The Monster

Fuck! That's what I think every time I finish a job. I hate my life, I'm done with it all. I'm wanted all over the world for more things than you would never hope to imagine. I've managed to stay under the radar for a while, but I'm done with it. I'm done with the murder, the stealing, the infliction of terror to every one who recognizes me. I'm a killer. I'm a thief. I'm sick, I need help. So what does a person like me do in a situation like this? I can't turn myself in, I'll be in prison for the rest of my life. I can't get help because someone will recognize me. But how do I start living like a normal person? I could get plastic surgery and change my appearance completely, or I could just change my hair, but how will that help me free my mind? What do I do? I know that I wouldn't be in this situation if I hadn't done the things I have, but I never wanted this to begin with. If it hadn't been for that horrible people who dragged me into this I would never be in this situation. They raped me, Mentally and physically, I became dead inside. The gang of hateful murderers and thieves of all kinds, the sadists and the arsonists, the psychopaths and the sociopaths, they murdered me and made me numb. They created this monster. I just forgot how to fight it.
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Hi there! This is a story that, like most of my other stories, I came up with when I was just thinking. I wanted to write a story about someone "evil" rehabilitated, if that makes any sense. But I'm really just going to let this story take me wherever it goes. So far, it seems that it might get pretty dark, so I guess you should just be weary of sensitive subjects (suicide, murder, cutting, etc.) anyways... If you've enjoyed this story so far, give it a vote, tell your friends, leave some comments. Whatever works. I'm sorry if My updates are inconsistent, there's still school, family, and extracurriculars. I love to write and I'm just trying some stuff out, so I hope you enjoy!