I'm Not Myself (Update)

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Hey guys/girls. I havnt really been myself lately. I like to post funny content because I like to know I'm making others happy. But behind the screen, I'm not myself. I like to make jokes a lot, be loud, and be happy. I'm just not happy lately. I feel kinda depressed and lonely and worthless. Its scaring me and I don't know who to talk to. I think it might be partly because I'm getting bullied and partly home problems. I know I seem happy and hyper, but I'm not. I hate this feeling and people at school keep making me feel even more shitty. I love all of you for just being there for me. (especially GGM, he lets me rant and hes awesome.) My friend (the one that the poem was about.) hes going through worse and I want to tell him that it will get better, but I cant promise that. I feel like hurting myself (no. I have NOT hurt myself.) and hurting others. Even the ones I love with all my heart. I'm sitting here writing this, trying not to cry because all of this is true and I don't like this. I'm sorry for being a depressing turd but I want- no I need- to talk to someone. Please PM me if you have advice. A buh bye...  



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