Antidote

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"Can I speak to Alyssa please?" I looked up to see Allison at my English class talking to Ms.Noel. I got up and walked towards Alli wondering what was so important.

"I think I'm ready." She said as soon as I walked in the hallway.

"Ready for what?"

"To lose my virginity."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. We been fucking round for five months and I feel comfortable around him and I know he not playing me."

"I want you to have a conversation with Jayden about this, ask about his sex partners, last time he had sex and allat and if you still feel ready, ima take you to PPH."

"What's PPH?"

"Planned Parenthood"

"Okay, I'll have the conversation with him at lunch."

I nodded then walked back in the class. I sat back down next to Jayceon, thinking. I remember when I was in Alli place ready to have sex thinking I was ready. My boyfriend for three months took my virginity then the next day had another girl under him. I was broken and every time I think bout it I just hate myself because I was so stupid to fall for him.

I wasn't going to let Alli make the same mistake, I needed to know she was 100 percent ready in order for her to have sex.

"You aight babygirl?" Jayceon asked taking me out my thoughts.

"Yeah just thinking about Alli."

"She good?"

"Yeah, she just told me she ready to lose her virginity."

"Oh she losing her shit before you? It's aight, we dont gotta rush into shit."

"I'm not a virgin Jayceon."

"I thought you was."

"No, I just don't like to talk about it."

"Why?"

"Jayceon this not the right place to discuss this at, ask when we're by ourselves and a bunch of ears aren't listening."

"If you don't wanna tell me and I'm overstepping my b."

"No I don't care about telling you, it's just we're not by ourselves."

"Later than babygirl." He smiled then kissed my hand.

Allison King | Alli

"We gotta talk." I said to Jayden as I came back in the class.

"Bout what?" Jayden turned around looking nervous. "What I do?"

"At lunch, by ourselves." I said still looking at him.

"You better not be on no bullshit Allison." I didn't respond as I turned to talk to my friend Marissa.

Lunch time came and I went in the line to get my food. After standing in that long ass line I got my food and walked to Alyssa.

"I'm nervous." I admitted.

"Don't be Allison. Jayden love you and you love that nigga, just be real with each other."

"Thought you wanted to talk?" Jayden came over there.

"I do, let's go in the courtyard." We walked with our trays toward the courtyard.

"Aight look be a hunna with me aight?"

"When have I ever not been a hunna?" Jayden spoke.

"How many bodies you got?" Jayden looked taken back by my question since this was literally the first time we had this discussion.