Uncertainty is one of humanity's greatest fears.
Wanting to be sure is also one of our greatest flaws.
Ignorance is truly bliss when thought of in retrospect,
But I digress. My life's a mess.
There will come a day when all will be well,
But until then, I'm burning my emotions into my skin and waiting.
Waiting for someone to take away that guilt and shame,
Waiting for that car to come again.
Maybe if I didn't understand the situation,
It wouldn't matter as much and I'd be happy.
But if I pity myself, and beg for attention,
Wouldn't shutting my mouth be the better option?
No voices, no choices to be made.
Everything is cloudy, my heart's one big haze.
I try to starve myself senseless, but it gets to my brain.
I need a hard, cold Scotch and a quick stab of pain,
I need a doctor who has just the right type of medicine.
Perpetual sleep is what I hunger for.
