Twisted

Chapter 13

Weird to think that I would want to talk to her after all that's happened, but I do. While they were in the kitchen I listened to most of the things well until after Zayn said that he was the one who kicked me out of my house. I ran up the stairs as quiet as I could be and cried for a few minutes then I told myself to stop with all the self-pity, although I felt like crap, I needed to get out so when Niall came up I was happy to leave. Once I actually had some sleep I could think a tad bit straighter and I decided it was time to face my fear and go talk to Kristen, no matter how long I put it off it was bound to happen so might as well have it now.

I took a fast shower got dressed while Niall took one. I decided to text Kristen asking if she wanted to talk at the house or meet somewhere and she just told me to go to the house, that there's a surprise there. What the hell maybe she made me breakfast 'cause I'm starving. When Niall's out he's shirtless sweet baby Jesus I could just look at him all day long. Shit I'm staring look away Ava look away, but I can't he's just so hot.

"Like what you see?" Niall asks. Shit I've been caught, only me.

"Maybe," I try to play cool he can just see right through me how freaking lovely.

"Whatever you say Ava, we both know that you were staring at all of this," he says while pointing to himself.

"Someone's a little full of themselves today."

"You sleep talk when you're tired," Shit what the hell did I say? Just as that happened he knew I wouldn't have a reply I didn't know what the hell to say so he took the opportunity to put on a shirt. "Ready?" I just nod I don't know what the hell to day, what did I admit in my sleep. I know that when I do sleep talk I admit my secrets so what the hell does he know? I grabbed my iPhone and wristlet and made my way toward the open door. I practically ran to the elevator just so that I could think of something to say because I know Niall won't tell me what I said in my sleep. Why the hell do all men have to be complicated?

Once we got to the first floor people gave us really weird looks, I got really self conscious. Niall could tell; of course he can it's like he can read my mind, well if he could I bet he and I would already be dating. I know I want to date him, and maybe the guys weren't lying to me. He grabbed my hand and he helped me dodge the paparazzi by just pulling me along, he opened my door, and literally ran to his to get into the car. I really want to know what the hell I said maybe if I beg or whine he'll tell me.

"So what exactly did I say in my sleep, Mr. Horan?" I ask seriously, while I turn down the radio.

"That's for me to know and you to find out," Niall said with the biggest grin plastered across his face. He turned the radio up a little again. I want, no NEED to know what the hell I said what if it made me look and sound stupid. I hope I didn't say anything about what happened when I was younger, I hate my past. I was bullied for years I wouldn't go outside and really interact, I had eating problems, sometimes I even thought about cutting or even worse, I stopped doing the things that I loved and made me happy, and I was super self conscious so now that doesn't really help. No matter how much recovering you do you're never really completely healed, but I guess I can't avoid it forever. Now I can deal with it before I really couldn't it was too hard, and when my parents made me move when I was finally happy it was really hard, I moved out of state, as a sophomore in high school, but I adjusted well and people were a lot less judge mental than where I had lived. But that's life and you learn to adjust, I moved three years later, after I graduated high school. It wasn't a small move I moved from America to London with my best friend so I wasn't alone. STOP THINKING ABOUT YOUR PAST, I screamed in my head.

"What's the matter," Niall asked.

"Just thinking about how this'll go I hope everything goes well I hate when we fight, how are you and Zayn?" I aksed truly concerned about how this'll go, but I hope the band is fine. They're still the boy band that I fell in love with when I was 14.

"Fine, we worked things out, when I went there to talk last night. I'm really sorry for leaving you like that, I should've listened to you, and shouldn't have left, when you needed someone, sorry," Awwww Nialler feels bad. Reason number 281328 as to why I love him.

"It's ok really, I'm just glad that you came back and I actually got some sleep or I'd be in a really b*tchy mood." I say because that would really happen I am not the funnest person to be around when I've had a lack of sleep.

"HAHA you're really funny Ava."

"I'm glad you find me comical, but that is the truth I had to get up early for surgery and something for my sister let's just it's a good thing that I'm here I am today 'cause I thought my mom was going to kill me."

"No way, you're really that bad when you don't sleep."

"Yep, my mom hates waking me up and at school I was like half dead 'til after lunch every day."

"Why wake up at lunch?" Niall should know this answer it has food at lunch duhhh.

"It had food, because it was halfway through the day, and in my high school I either had chorus or drama after lunch every day."

"What the hell kind of school did you go to?"

"An awesome one." We both burst into laughter, but he stayed focused on the road because if he didn't I think I would've died, due to a heart attack; I'm really cautious in a car after my cousin's accident. Yes a lot of things happened when I was younger, my cousin was hit by someone who was texting, and was in a coma for years and she'll never be the same, ever. I guess that's life. STOP BEING NEGATIVE, I scream at myself because I've finally gotten over this and everything at once sometimes is so hard.

So now we're talking about the weirdest things in the car like the weirdest things we've ever seen and Niall keeps laughing at me. It takes us a while to get to Kristen's because where we stayed it was far from her. Once we got there I was nervous as all hell. Niall gave me a reassuring hug.

"Don't worry everything will go fine, and if you need anything just call me, I'll get here as fast as I can, ok?"Niall know just what to say to make me feel better thank god.

"Ok thanks, Niall," I gave him a small peck on the cheek then walked to the door. I didn't have keys so I had to ring the bell, weird right. She came to the door and led me into the kitchen. There was an awkward silence as we just looked at each other before anyone said anything. This is very uncomfortable and I do the only thing that I do in this type of situation. I laugh, like a crazy person and I can't control it. Kristen joined in my laughter too, thank God that that was finally over.

"Ok, Ava, I'm sorry for what happened, but I was just really stressed and mad for no reason lately I've been getting sick and I didn't know what to do and then I flipped out on you. I'm so sorry for being the way that I was sorry, it's just that Zayn was the only one there and you were really annoying I didn't think that he'd ever get involved and when he did told me that he did that I told him I needed a break because I need you you've always been there for me. I am so sorry about what happened." Kristen apologizes with tears streaming down her face.

"Kristen, its ok I forgive you, it wasn't your fault we all changed. Don't forget it's sisters before misters, but don't give up on Zayn he's a good guy whose made bad decisions right now and eventually we'll make up, but right now I need time. I'm looking for a place of my own. I think it's time I become more independent and it will be good for our relationship. And what the hell did you mean by I'm always getting sick like since when I would've helped you and so would've Alicia you know we love you and want to take care of you no matter how much we fight I still love you." I state calm and running over the possibilities through my head.

"Ava, I've been throwing up and not feeling that great." OMG the only thought that is running through my mind is that she might be pregnant.

"When did you have your friend?" we're close we can talk about these things.

"I'm late."

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