Every single night, I always wonder if he has eaten or if he was okay. I always told him through social media that he should stay healthy, drink water and smile, but I always knew that he would never answer. If only he knew how much I care.
I really do care about him. He is the only thing that takes up my mind. Every single day and every single night, but I knew that I will never cross his mind.
It saddens me. It makes me upset knowing that I strongly care for someone who will never love me like I love them. I chase after him, who is so far ahead that if he looked back, he wouldn't see me. He is unreachable.
It hurt me. It hurt to know that one day, he will find someone else. It hurt to know that he will start a life with her. It hurt to know that that girl will not be me. It hurt my heart, my poor and shattered heart. Why was I still pursuing him?
In my dark and cold bedroom, I shivered and whispered to myself–
"If that girl isn't me, she better treat and love him right."
ESTÁ A LER
FANGIRL ; KTH
Fanfic"너를 사랑했고, 지금도 사랑해. 그 무엇도 이걸 바꿀수는 없을거야." "I loved you, and I still do. I don't think anything will change that." From the eyes of a fangirl. [edited]
