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Let's talk about: My Class and Gender

So...If you have read my chapter about school then you'd partly know about what I'm about to talk about.

Being the person I am, I always feel responsible for any trouble and believe that I can fix it or at least try to fix it. That's probably a trait from my mom or just a Capricorn trait.

Our class has the second lowest grades out of all 5 classes and our head teacher  plans to leave us to another teacher. Now I'm gonna be honest, I love my head teacher (not in that way) since he's one of the coolest teachers in the school, and I was practically heartbroken when I heard about him leaving us.

Honestly, if it weren't for the guys, our class would be perfect.

Out of 31 students, only 5 are always straight A's (including me).

This wasn't what I originally wanted to talk about but the fact that all the guys come to me for problems or just sexual things. I've constantly asked myself, why is that, and then I came to the conclusion that I'm probably the only girl who understands their sexual struggles in puberty.

A guy actually joked about me being neither female nor male and said that to be neither you have to have boobs and a penis, so I said "Well I most definitely don't have boobs but I do have a vagina." It's pretty inappropriate, but they have said even more inappropriate things to me in the past.

But still, I have been thinking. What if I'm both female and male, what if I'm just a manly girl, what of I'm neither? I used to be bisexual a long time ago but then I quickly changed into an asexual.

And I've been thinking if I'm the younger version of Hanji Zoë from Attack on Titan, I mean, we do share the same name! Let this be a discussion in the comments.

Well, I'm off to volleyball practice, I hope you have a fantastic day!

Ja-ne!