Heartsickness (Yugyeom Got7)

Chapter Three

Chapter Three

Park Song Yi:

"So who used to meet who every month?" Yugyeom stood towering over me with a smirk over his face.

I let out frustrated groan, I can't deal with him right now.

"I don't have time for this." I brushed past him and started collecting the dishes. He just stood there looking at me. I didn't like the way he was looking at me, I didn't like that he was looking at me. His stare was burning into my skin, making my body tremble.

On my second trip back from the kitchen, I suddenly started falling towards the ground. I closed my eyes waiting for the impact, but it never came. Instead I felt arms around me, and something pressed against me from behind me; he was pressed against me. His warm breath was hitting onto my neck as held me there. Static. Everything was static, electrifying. It was breath-taking, it was reviving.

As he held me to him, I felt alive; the most I've felt in the past four years. He doesn't have a right to do this. He can't suddenly just come back and make me feel like this. Not again.

I pushed myself out of his held and started picking up the dirty dishes, taking them into the kitchen. I tried to calm my heart beating furiously against my chest. I didn't look at him, I couldn't look at him. It was hard.

Maybe it was the late night, maybe it was the moon that was too big and bright, maybe it was the soft music flowing in this air. Whatever it was made this moment something I didn't want to experience. In the beginning I would reply this moment again and again in my imagination. Yugyeom's come back, he holds me in his arms and everything is just right, but that's not it anymore. That was the old me with false hopes and daydreams of a prince.

How foolish was I?

I could hear footsteps slowly start to disappear further into the house. Once I heard his door close, my knees gave out and I fell to the floor. Tears started to fall down from my eyes splattering too loudly against the wooden floor. Everything came rushing back, the hurt, the loneliness, the loss, everything just kept coming and wouldn't stop.

I clasped a hand on mouth trying to not let out a squeak, but it was harder. I wanted to scream and yell and cry like the pain I was feeling, loud and clear. Not these muffled secret ones.

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I don't know what happened last night, but I woke up in my bed the next morning. I probably walked to my room in a daze. Last night was a mess.

I pulled my hair into a ponytail and smiled into the mirror.

That's Song Yina, just be happy. It's okay now.

I pulled out my towel and started making my way to the bathroom. I was over at Hoon Jung ajhussi's house so much, I knew it like the back of me hand. I also knew the bathroom lock didn't work so I knocked once, twice, five times making sure no one was in before I entered.

I finished brushing and went out to have breakfast not changing out of pyjamas or putting on makeup.

Who cares about Yugyeom? I don't care what he thinks about me, he can disappear once again for all I care about.

When I reached the kitchen I found Jung ajhussi and the dickhead already sitting there eating.

"Goodmorning, ajhussi." I sang as I walked in.

"Ah, goodmorning goodmorning." He replied happily, patting my head.

Prince Jerk let out a chuckle and laughed disbelieving, "Yah, grandpa why are you petting her like she's cat, when she's actually just a...a ... mushroom!" He held up a mushroom.

"What, a mushroom?! HAH!" This jerk. "If I'm a mushroom then you're just a.. a.." just then something barked in the background, "a dog." I sneered.

He let out an exhausted sigh, "Yah! That doesn't even make sense mushroom, how am I a dog?"

"Cause all you do is bark all day and do nothing." I poked my tongue at him and I stuffed some rice into my mouth.

"Wah, debaek!" He rolled his eyes.

"Waah, deeebeak~!" I imitated him in a high pitch voice.

"I don't sound like that!"

"I don't sound like that!"

"Hey, stop already."

"Hey, stop already~."

"Yah, both of yous cut it out!" I turned to look at Jung ajhussi and realised he was still sitting there.

"Ne~" I stuffed more rice into my mouth.

"Ne~" Yugyeom imitated me in a super deep voice.

This punk, I swear if I get the chance I will not spare him.

"Acham, I need you both to go to Kim Jachi's house to get kimchi okay?"

"Ne, ajhussi~" I said without thinking, until it finally registered in my head. "I mean, annio, it's okay. I can go by myself. I'll go get it myself."

"Annia, it's either both of you going or I'll else just go by myself." Jung ajhussi said, sadly.

He can't go by himself all the way there.

"Areeso, your grandson and I will go get it together." I said defeated. Ajhussi smiled bright as the sun and Yugyeom just stared at me for five seconds then continued eating.

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