I've made many errors in the past couple days, many mistakes...I've made many wrongs and very little rights. I've tried so hard holding on to memories of someone very dear to me...fleeting memories that are starting to seem like far off dreams...
I've tried to let go, but my beating heart says: "No." I've made the error of trying to forget, but everything I did revolved around you. Just the mention of your name, sets my heart a flame. I tried to delete the photos, tried to burn the memories, destroy the gifts...but no matter how hard I tried I just couldn't...you're more precious to me than life. I could never forget your warmth and your beautiful smile.
I made an error, I said I was content with setting you free, but after awhile I missed every moment we had spent together...everything that involved you was very precious to me. Something about you clouds my brain. I can't think straight...I just feel incomplete and lost without you. I want to hear your voice, see your face, and hold you....I want this to be just a dream; a very, very bad dream.
You were the best chapter of my life. The only part of my life I felt complete and loved. I never loved someone so much before and now you're gone...
I've made another error, you messaged me one day and you told me you still have feelings for me. I didn't understand...I can't understand.
I love you, I love you still...yet the words couldn't come out.
Another error, after you went to sleep someone charming came into my life, he told me he wants to be with me. I had no reason to deny his love. So, I agreed...
Error--I don't love this person, I only like certain things about him, but I don't love him. I love you. Error--what am I doing? Just a couple hours ago I loved you and now I'm with him...
I don't understand (Error) what am I doing..? (Error) am I doing something wrong? (Error) you said you love me...so why did you leave? (Error) why didn't you stay?! (ERROR)
Why?! [ERROR]
I just don't understand where I went wrong...
Error--
Chapter 5: END
By: Alice The Overrated Kami-sama
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A Series of Unhappy Endings
General FictionIn this story there are no such thing as a happy ending. This is all made up. Nothing in this story happened in real life. Primarily dialogue, a monologue if you will.
