Troye's POV
I woke up to something warm pressed against my stomach and a slight ache in my head.
I opened my eyes and found Connor's bright green eyes looking in to mine. "What happened." I whispered my voice much more deep than usual.
"I don't remember." He said frowning, trying to sit up, so I sat up so he could.
"Why did I drink so much." I said rubbing my temples. "Because you're an idiot." Connor said laughing.
I glared at him. "I hate you."
He laughed smirking, "how could you hate me? I'm so cute and cuddly." He said.
"You're not cuddly." I grumbled.
"Says the one who woke up cuddling into my chest." He replied. I felt my cheeks heat up as warmth seeped up from my neck.
He laughed again. "Wait... You didn't deny me being cute." I blushed harder.
"Troye thinks I'm cute. Troye thinks I'm cute." He began to sing. "Oh shush." I said looking down at my feet.
Tyler's POV
(Okay I think this is the last chapter in his POV.)
"Who's this?" Caspar asks coming into view. "I-im Connor but I was just leaving." His voice cracking.
After that he got up and left...
He left. God I'm such a fuck up....
"Hey Ty whats wrong." Caspar asks tilting my chin to look so I was looking at him. "No-nothing I'm fine" I said smiling with tears cascading down my cheeks.
"Baby" he says pulling me into his arms. I leaned against him breathing in his scent.
He smelt like cold nights, crisp and clean. He didn't smell like Connor... Connor smelt like home.
"Do you want to go to sleep?" He asks against my neck. I quickly nodded against his chest and he grabbed my hand leading me toward the bedroom.
I woke up several times that night, at 3am I couldn't fall asleep cause of the fear of my thoughts. Every time I closed my eyes I pictured Connor running out with tears in his eyes. I also had pictures of every time I had made Troye pop into my mind.
After I decided sleep was useless I just sat there not allowing myself to feel anything but an empty numbness that made me feel like I didn't exist, it made feel like I was floating through space where no one existed and I just sat there with no emotions. But I wasn't bored I just didn't feel.
When you're staring at walls time goes by fast cause you feel nothing happening. Soon it was 7 am and Caspar's phone was going off signaling him to go to work.
He woke up with a groan and looked like a deer caught in the head lights when he turned and saw me awake.
"Hey beautiful, what are you doing up?"
"I couldn't sleep." I said turning away from him to look back at the ceiling.
"Hey what's wrong?" He asks getting off the bed to kneel in front of me. Placing a hand on my leg."
"I'm breaking myself by breaking other people because I have issues." I said showing no emotions.
"I destroy people."
A/n
Yes I know its short and I was 2 days late on my update but shhh I'm trying I had majors writers block and this is just a filler chapter.
But anyways fucking blue neighborhood was amazing and I cried and also Tyler's back from the amazing race so yay!
And thank you so so so so so much for 1.23k reads that's absolutely insane ilysm.
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