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Okay so I warned you this is going to be sad. Get your safety pack ready. Oh btw play the song in the media while reading this. If it ends before you're done then play it again. If you can't play it. The song is moments by One Direction.
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Zayns POV

"Hey Niall, I know you can't hear me right now but I just want to talk to someone. I wish I could turn back time and had taken that bullet. No I wish I could go back in time and never went to the mall. This should've been me. Its hard without you. I-i also wanted to tell you, remember when you were out of headspace and we have that magical night? Well I found out we were expecting a baby girl. She was such a little baby. She was so little that we didn't see your baby bump. R-right before you left me the doctors found her and she was born. Luna Niall Malik. I wish you could meet her. She's two years old today. Harry and Louis are watching her. I-i wish I would've asked you this sooner because now you can't answer. N-niall will you m-marry me? I-i know you would've said yes." I lay the black velvet box beside the roses I brought him along with the first and last sonogram of our baby girl. I stand up and look down at the tombstone.

Niall James Horan.

Son, Father, husband, friend.

September 13, (I forget what year)-November 27, 2013.

Niall will be loved and cherished forever.

I look to my left to see another tombstone.

Liam James Payne

Son, husband, friend.

(I always forget Liam's birthday sorry.)-November 28, 2013.

Liam will be remembered by whoever's heart he touched.

I pat Liam's tombstone and kiss Nialls tombstone and walk away. I look back and see so many memories pass by.

Zayn wakes up to gurgles coming through the baby monitor. He smiles knowing his still new baby boy is happy and awake.

Zayn gets out of bed and walks across the hallway to his baby's nursery.

Niall lays there waiting for his daddy and getting uncomfortable from the rash in his diaper.

Zayns POV

I walk towards my babies crib and lean in over the bars to look over my beautiful baby boy.

"Hi baby are you ready for the day?" I ask over excitedly while picking him up and laying him onto his changing table.

Zayn doesn't know what spooked his baby but he will find out. Niall cuddles more into zayn when he's picked up. Walking to the bedroom, zayn quickly dresses while little Niall lays on his tummy blabbing nonsense. Zayn chuckled and sat down by his baby.

"Wow really? Hmm interesting." Zayn replies to every one of Nialls babbles. Zayn reaches and zipps up Nialls blue dog coat and puts him in a pink carrier. After zayn carriers his baby downstairs, he sets Niall in his car seat and gets in the car. "Let's go to Louis birthday."

I lean down and softly connect my lips with his and warmth spreads through me. I moan at the feeling and Niall whimpers, fisting my shirt. When we break apart I realize, I love Niall and its definitely not fatherly love.

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I'm crying. I swear though this isn't the end. Why did I write this oh my god.