Theories. We all have one; I've got one in particular. Actually I would refer to it as my state of mind. Its personal to me, yet are tampered with ease from others. Here is my theory. Light switch. They can be turned on and off with ease. It's the lack of knowledge needed to have the ability to tamper with my light switch that hurts most. My light switch is off. It always tends to be. I cherish the times when its' on, the times when it gets good. However it frightens me, almost bittersweet. The happiness it brings when its on, yet I always have that edging feeling at the back of my mind that it will easily be turned off again. Once again I reinforce the light switch theory. They are turned on and off. It is quite rare for mine to be turned on, but when it is, I try not to enjoy it too much. Because once again there is the nagging feeling of the simplicity required for the light to be turned off again. When it's turned off after being on it gets dark. It's darker and scarier than the usual familiar darkness. The darkness compliments the feelings the light brings from being off. However the return of the darkness is always the worse. I regret everything I did in the time the light was on. Actions, emotions, connections with people, all are contributing factors of the return of the darkness. "Why did I say that?" "What do they think of me?" I can't help myself from over thinking these little things that probably meant nothing to others.
Overthinking
Overthinking
Overthinking.
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A LightSwitch Theory
General FictionAn insight into my theory You can get through it, i promise
