The beautiful reject

F*ck you

May be triggering
Lyric's P.O.V
I run to my room close and lock it. I get into my pathetic excuse of a bathroom grab my blade and make 3 lines on each wrists and 5 on each thigh. Ya I cut. As the blood pours out of each cut relief fills me. Someone is pounding on the door now saying "hey bitch get you fat self out here alpha wants to see you!!!" It's my brother. I'd be lying right now if I said I didn't want to punch his face in multiple times. I bandage my cuts and walk downstairs. I see the alpha and walk up to him. He says " Did you finish cleaning my office!?" I nod "good now make dinner and set up the decorations" I nod and bow my head as a sign of submission. I completely forgot that the alpha-to-be's 18th birthday is coming up. I wonder what a different alpha is doing here so close to Colton's (the soon to be alpha) birthday?? I walk into the kitchen and I finish making food then get the decorations. As I am putting the banner up the pack sl*t comes in "ew look who it is. The pack sl*t!!! Gross I bet you have stds and like burpies!!" (A/N I know it's not burpies.) she says with her screechy voice. 'ohhh she's gonna pay!!!' Says my wolf midnight in all her Italian glory!! ( A/N I'm making her and her wolf Italian so midnight and lyric have an Italian accent!)
"Oh so now you show up midnight!!" I say to her. Ya I talk in my mind.
' Well I'm sorry it's been hard with the silver and wolfs bane!' She says
" I know I'm sorry it's just your my only friend besides Lyra! Midnight its hard not being able to talk to either of you!"
" hey I was talking to you!! Ugh so fat!!" Slut says. Oops guess I wasn't paying attention. Britney leaves and I finish the decorations without being bothered maybe the rest of the day will be good. It's not like I'm gonna be here tomorrow! Oh and if your thinking I'm gonna kill myself your wrong I've tried but failed and got beat worse. When my pack found out I cut they laughed and got me a few new razors. And said I was just cutting to get attention.  Cruel! But anyway, I'm running away and it's not like a cliché runaway after my mate rejects me I already know who my mate is I've known since i shifted because I'm a powerful wolf in my life/story white wolves aren't rare because they don't exist I'm a red and black wolf. The most rare wolf of all which is how I knew who my mate was right away and how I shifted so early. My mate is...
(A/N I was tempted to stop here but that would be cruel even though you prob know it is but also because it would be a really short chapter and I hate it when people do that!!)
The soon to be alpha Colton!! Yeah he is like my #1 bully which is one of the reasons I'm running away!! I will come back when I'm stronger and can fight better! I know he will reject me. So I'm gonna leave then hopefully join a new pack. So ya. Time to get ready for the party!! You might be thinking you're going to the party??!! Well yes and no I'm just going to serve food! And possibly/probably get raped by drunk abusive men so that sucks but unfortunately I'm used to it. 😔 But by the time he finds out I'm his mate I'll be gone. Que evil laugh here. Just for effect. I'm wearing the only nice not ripped dress/clothes I have it's a navy blue cocktail dress (A/N don't get dirty pervs!!) that has only one sleeve that has a slit down the sleeve. And sequins. My makeup (which I get to cover up scars and such so no humans get suspicious.) I wear a smokey eye look, light pink lipstick winged eyeliner, mascara, and light blush.  I go downstairs and get the food as the soon-to-be-alpha ,Colton, comes in with his friends and says "so the worthless pup has a nice body. Who would have known. At least she is wearing something nice. Not the bloody rags she wears every other day!" They laugh and push past me purposely knocking into me and pushing me down when Colton picks me up by the neck there's sparks. I shouldn't enjoy it but I am. His eyes widen and he throws me in the ground and says "ugh no way am I having a weak, pathetic, murderous, fat thing as my mate. I Colton black reject you lyric lomonaco as the Luna of my pack, my other half, and my love." He says with a smirk on his face my wolf whimpers then growls. I look at him with a smirk if my own and SAY something that wipes the smirk off of his nasty, pathetic and weak face. "I lyric lomonaco accept your Colton black's rejection as your other half and Luna." My Italian accent thick. He looks like a fish out of water, opening and closing his mouth. I pour the vodka and cocktail sauce on his head and smash the shrimp on his face. I walk upstairs swaying my hips more than usual. And grab a bag that has some clothes in it that I recently bought so that when I ran I would have some actual clothes. I take my dress off and change into shorts and a crop top that says freedom in a triangle. And pack my money that my parents left me. Which is 5 million dollars(it's obviously not all cash). And my makeup and phone. I payed for it all.My pack allows it to make me seem more normal at the human/supernatural school. I also pack my charger. And write a note
'Dear hell pack,
I hope you go die in hell. The only reason I put up with you is so I could rub it in your face later how weak you are compared to me!!! Colton i always knew you were my mate I was waiting for you to reject me to leave so you can feel the pain of me gone. Alex I was always the stronger and more powerful of the both of us and was hoping that you would come around ya well I'm done waiting bitches!!
Lots of Love, um no
Lots of hate, lyric lomonaco!!
Aka the blood red and black wolf!! '
And with that I ran like a bat from hell. Now unlike the stories on wattpad when we shift we don't rip our clothes the like shrink or something I'm not exactly sure how that works. I shift and pass the boarder and feel all the bonds with my old pack breaking. I hear a few howls of sadness. I stumble across a lake and hear midnight say
'we are free!! Just wait child at midnight me will shift into a new. '
And just like that I'm asleep.