The Lumiere Zone

Never as good

I'm never as good

ever at all

either by friend or family

I've always never

stood out

with my brother beside me

his light shining

brighter

with my mom

and her hard work

and my dad

with his full head of complicated algebra

I'm never as good

as any of them

I'm entering a stage

where I'm getting better

but i'll never be better

and I mourn that fact

life goes on

and I can only hope

that fate deals me fairly

with even cards

but life was never fair

and fairness

is what we think

ourselves

and we think we deserve it

when we really don't

so I'm never as good

but I can still hope

if not

then there is really no meaning