Catch Me When I Fall

•chapter 4 continued•

As I hop off of johnnies back, I accidentally bump into some chick with a pixie cut and black hair. "Ow! watch it!" she retorts obviously annoyed. "sorry my bad." I reply, trying to be nice, "damn right it's your bad, are you blind or someth- oh! Hi Johnnie!"
she says mid sentence, jeeze what's her problem?
"hi Amber." he says almost nervously, does he have a thing for her? what do I care? I just really met him. After a few moments of awkward silence he manages to stutter out "Oh! this I-is my f-friend Jay." pointing to me. "Jay?" I ask, he blushes and looks down, this boy is confusing as flick, but why am I dwelling on this? it's not like I'm going to be around long..

"So johnnie, I was wondering if you wanted to come see As It Is' set with me over at the shark stage?"she asks and making a face that looks like she was trying to be seductive but instead looked like a plastic surgery gone wrong. "Oh cool, you in Jay?" he asks me looking hopeful. I look over at Bitchface, uh I mean Amber, and she does not look pleased, like at all. "Oh I didn't know she'd be tagging along with us, sorry but I checked and One Direction isn't playing here, so I don't think she'd be interested." She replies acting innocent, ugh I don't like her, but Johnnie seems to, so I'll just stay out of the way.

I'll admit what she said kind of hurt, but it shouldn't bother me that much, right? "Uh maybe after my meetup, but Jay doesn't really know where a lot of the stuff is so I think it'd be best if she stay with me" he replied king of putting a hand on my back, sending shivers up my spine. now I'm even more cold. "Oh I can show her around while you head to your meetup!" Amber says perkily, I look to Johnnie pleading him with my eyes to say no, but he's too distracted by the fake face probably. "That'd be great, Jay? you in?" He asked me, I think he's a little blinded by a pretty face, that or the slutty shirt that's basically a bra.

"U-uh s-ure." I reply unsure. "Awesome! I'll see you at the meetup later k?" "Kay" and with that he's running off to who knows where. So I'm stuck here with Amber, Great.. "Come on I'll show you around." she says unamused mad walks off not bothering to wait for me to catch up. Id run after her to catch up quicker, but I don't know much about being pregnant but I don't think running around like an idiot is the best idea. "Here's SayWeCanFly's meeting and merch tent, that's the shark stage, there's where catering is.. "I'm not really paying attention, I don't feel that great, maybe I need food, am I kidding? I'm already going to be a cow, I'll just add to it.."and this is where you stop flirting with Johnnie." My head shot up as I realize we're rounding a corner of a tour bus.

"What are you talking about?" I ask
"Don't play dumb with me butch!"
Who's playing? and don't you mean bitch? if you're going to insult me, at least do it correctly." I respond "No I mean Butch cause you're just this fat, ugly, gross slab of meat, Just go throw yourself onto that butchers table! and stay away from Johnnie!"
she yells and slaps me then punched my nose, I'm aware that I'm fat and ugly, she doesn't have to remind me. I feel blood dripping from my nose and my cheek hurts, a fricking lot. "If anyone asks, you tell them you fell, got it?" she asks/demands while gripping my hair. I nod yes, and as she lets me go, not before one slam of my head with the bus door, I slap the bitch and take off on a golf cart. Why they have golf carts just lying around, I will never know. I find the youtubers tent and park the cart a few feet away. As I make it up to the tent, Damon asks, "woah what happened? are you okay?" "I -" I cut myself off, I know Johnnie likes her and if I say anything I'll just look pathetic, so I regroup mentally and reply "y-yeah I just f-fell." And nervously laugh. "okay if you say so " Damon says unsure what to think. I'll just try to shake off what happened and get back to helping out at the tent, I don't give two stars if I'm pregnant, I will not be a waste, not again. I'm not going to be here much longer do I might as well make my time here worth something to those around me instead of just existing, apparently at my old home, that was what I was doing wrong. I wasn't dead, but I'll fix that soon enough.

Ooooooh snap!

What will happen?
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Comment Johnnie: if you think Amber and Johnnie will go out and Jay will be the silent friend
Comment Ohh: if you think Jay is planning something..

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