I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know why I'm doing these things. I look into my future and all I see is clouded visions and intolerable jobs. I'm not making an effort into doing anything for myself and the future, and what's worse, I'm not doing anything to change it. I don't love doing anything, and the things I do, I can't, because I'm not putting effort into it. It's just one big circle, a never ending loop that I will always wonder whether I'll be able to get out of. I can see myself just doing a job I don't like, or something I can tolerate, and it's terrible because I feel like I should give these opportunities to people that try, people that actually want to dedicate their efforts into achieving their dreams.
I'm losing hope for myself. Don't make reckless decisions, don't make stupid mistakes. It will only get worse, I promise.
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