About a certain return

Part 14

– You mean Augustin? What, on earth, did you come with? A manifesto.

– You can wipe up your bottom with it. But, it seemed you wanted to publish something... Augustin said that... he might help you. With a bottle of alcohol as a bribe you will have your story published. Today a story, tomorrow a book.

The alcohol was illegal...

"I am the killer simply called, Agent 39. A pathogenic agent, that is. And 39 is the number of my victims. I like parties, the noise, the speed, the blood... I fancy a diabolic way of life, I'm possessed by the devil, if I'm not the devil in person. Darkness is my hideout, surprisingly is the way I act, the doubt, to be or not to be, is my truth... I am dangerous... The unknown gives shape to the show... The existence show... the deadly dance... the agony. It's about unhappy women of dangerous criminals... It's only about women... Only sex... Only criminals... The natural law of criminality... About the regression to the system. Take care of who you bring in! It could be a virus, it could be the manipulating seducer, an outlaw, a series killer... the fate. Shatran. One might say that I have strange religious opinions, but any religious opinion is strange, especially when shared by the stupid majority. If I am part of a sect? If I have been brain washed...? Who was I, who am I now, who are they? Why? The darkness is inside... The Light is beyond us. From the day when I took an impossible decision, that turns my conscience upside down strewing my right judgement... I forgot the sense of reality.''

The second magazine made references to "the show". What kind of show, it was the business of the mental disordered that worked for "The Cult of the Dead Beauty". Though, the killer's story made sense.

"The tough assassin is the one that performs the breach which will divert the stream. He should have a butcher as his deputy. If both the operations are made by the same man, he's called "the executioner". The executioner is the star of the show. He selects the script, the character second in line, the right moment and then: Action! He directs and plays the part of the positive character in his story, a maniac's story. Everything started from his childhood obsession that his mother showed a lot of affection to her puddle, Puddy. This is how he got this passion for shows. He believes he has talent. But it was only in a story, even an allegoric one. Actually, something else is wanted. What is that ''the executioner''? Who does the executioner eliminate? A host. The host of the soul. A machinery. The executioner sets free the ego. Much sooner is less pain. The system is someone else's property. It can be used; however it's not made by us but by someone else. Someone else that keeps us in this ''Darkness''... Beyond the System is the Light. To get out of the System we need a key. The executioner opens the door, fetching and unveiling you..."

It's eternal the legend of the System that spreads inside the System. He created that, so why, to hell, do we straw it?

Well, this was "The Dead Beauty". The chaps were obsessed by two things: The System and the Executioner. To get inside their gang seemed dangerous to me.

Augustin was an alcoholic. How did he become addicted, it's his wife's business. The story of his literary success seemed interesting to me. I didn't know it from him, I trained myself before meeting him in person. It's believed that in life everyone must help his fortune. I needed to know some things about the... master. I have read two of his books, I scanned them basically, and I realized how his mind is functioning. A writer is very vulnerable. Unconsciously he discloses his personal code of intelligence. The system knows, but the opponents... If you know also his addictions... you can blackmail him. You probably know the sentence according to which, a person that has an addiction, surely has, at least, another one. If the alcoholic is also steeling other's ideas!? This makes me sick worried.