Loving You... My Cold-Hearted Guy (COMPLETED)

23. Comforts and Decision

A day has passed again. I am supposed to get bored but I am pre-occupied with a lot of thoughts in mind.

Whenever it snows, I remember my happy childhood life. It's better to be a kid sometimes. I missed how it feels when you didn't care about the world.

*knocks on door*

"Coming."  Sino kaya yun? Yung landlady kaya?

"Monique.."

"Mom, dad?" Nanigas ako when I saw them.  For 6 months I haven't seen my parents. Hindi ko alam kung paano nila nalaman kung nasaan ako but I set my thought aside and just hugged them.

 

"Yes hija, please stop running away like that." -Mom

"Mianhe. Sorry for leaving like. I was so scared. I didn't want to upset you again."

 

"Sshhh... We're now here. We'll make it for you.. We'll do everything regardless of the costs. Gagawin namin lahat ng mommy mo mapagaling ka lang.  We missed you so much, we were so worried." - dad

 

"Yes hija, we know. I almost died when Miko told me you are sick... Hindi kami papayag ng daddy mo na huminto ka sa treatment. Gagawin natin lahat. It's not too late anak. Please fight, kahit para samin na lang ng daddy mo." -mom

 

Iyak lang ako ng iyak. Heto ang iniiwasan ko, ang makitang nasasaktan at nag-aalala sila mom dahil sa sakit ko.

 ---------------------> MONIQUE AND MOM

Hindi ko alam kung magagalit ba ko kay Miko for spilling the truth to my parents but somehow I find it comforting. Masaya ko na makita silang ulit, yung mayakap sila ng ganito.

"I'm sorry mom. Sorry that I gave up."

 

 

"Please anak, please don't get tired of trying. Hindi ka namin iiwan ng daddy mo. We'll be by your side all the way. You will never be alone."

 

I love my parents so much, that even if it breaks me, even if I get hurt after every treatment, pipilitin ko ulit. Susubukan ko ulit no matter how hopeless it may seem.