Loving You... My Cold-Hearted Guy (COMPLETED)

11. She's my girl and I'm proud of it.

We're about to celebrate our two months together. Yes, 2 months. In this short period of time, I have nothing but good words about our relationship. I cannot find it any better and happier.

Nate has always been good and sweet to me. Palagi niya akong pinagbibigyan sa mga lambing ko, kahit para akong bata, he does'n't mind to take care of me.

But I'm just sad cause we couldn't get on normal dates.

Si Kuya Karl naman kasi eh, I think he was really traumatized when I had suicide because of Miko. I was crazy that time, bata pa kasi ako noon kaya immature ako masyado. Kuya Karl doesn't have to be afraid.

I know Nate cannot afford to hurt me.

"Hi babe."

"Oh babe you're here. Kala ko mamaya pa eh."

hmmm ang aga naman ng sundo ko. I'm still working on my boutique here in our mall when Nate dropped by. Hindi naman kilala ng employees ko si Kuya Karl kaya okay lang kahit bumisita si Nate dito then sa back door na lang kami nag-eexit going to carpark.

"Want to eat?"

"Yes... but I want to eat here. I saw this ramen restaurant nearby. Pero babe it's okay. I know our situation." Para naman kaming kriminal nito. Tskkkk...

"No, sige dito na tayo. Kakain lang naman eh."

"Okay." Napilitan lang ba sya just because I want to eat here within the facility? Am I selfish? Eh paano kung may makakita samin diba?

Naglakad na kami ni Nate sa hallway going to the Korean Restaurant. Alam mo yung magkadikit kami pero walang imikan?

Asan na yung usual akbay at holding hands?

Playing safe. tsk... Kelan kaya yung mapagsisigawan namin na kami na?y Yung proud kami because we have each other.

"Babe, eto ba yung restaurant?"

"Ah. yes." Matipid kong sagot.  Busy ako kakaisip kaya hindi ko namalayan na andito na kami.

We ordered ramen, kimchi and kimbap. My favoritesssss! Sana makapunta din kami sa Korea ng kaming dalawa lang. That's my dream actually.

I enjoy what I am eating kesa naman magtampo ko ng wala sa lugar.

"Nathan Kurt??? Is that you?"

Napalingon ako sa tumawag sa kanya. Tskkk... babae pa.

"Hi Pia! long time no see ah."

"Hmmm yes. May kasama ka pala. Hi. :)  Let's catch up anytime. Okay? "

"Sure, this is Monique, Karl's cousin. See you some time."

"Wow that's good to hear. At least you're dating now."

"No Pia. We're..."

"Friends." yun ang nasabi ko. Bakit diba yun din naman patutunguhan ng sinabi niya. It's painful. I really cannot bear to hear it that we're friends. But we chose this, I'm willing to endure the pain for us.

Umalis na yung Pia but I pretend to eat happily. Yung parang walang nangyari.

"Babe you seem to enjoy your food."

I just nodded. I cannot utter a single word. I'm trying my best to hold my tears back.

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 We finished eating but she's just silent. She's smiling but I know she's hiding something. Is she upset? Is she mad? She may not tell me but her gestures tell so.