I think everyone has those moments when you really wanna die but you're afraid to kill yourself. Sadly, this is how I feel most of the time. I just want it all to end. If someone threatened to murder me right now I don't even think I would stop them. I'd just say "okay, make it quick" . Right now I feel as if I'm done with life. What makes this feeling even worse is that no one around me understands. They all either think I have the perfect life and am happy all the time or they think that I'm just lying and going through a phase . I have developed a hate for the word phase .People just use it as an excuse for not being there. She says she hates life, " oh its just a phase". She starts acting differently, " just a phase". She finally kills herself, "why didn't I realize sooner". The signs were there, but you said it was just a phase.
I am just so done with people right now. I'm Done.
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Book of Rants and Shît
HumorThis book is basically just me posting the random shît that goes through my head. WARNING!!! I AM EXTREMELY CRAZY AND UNSTABLE! MOST PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME THINK I AM CERTIFIABLY INSANE SO DON'T GET OFFENDED IF MY THOUGHTS SCARE YOU. ANOTHER WARNING...