SERIOUS CHIZ!!!

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OK so I know this is probably depressing but its my book so whatever \(+_+)/

So if there was one thing you should know about me it's that I hate just sitting and thinking about life because then I realize how crappy my life really is and how much better off everyone would be without me. Then I start thinking suicidal thoughts and how if I died today not a lot of people would miss me. If I died I'd probably only have three people at my funeral (if people cared enough to have one for me).

I think the only reason I haven't offed myself is because if I did my best friend Kelsie would too because she's been having the same thoughts and I know I sound like such a hypocrite but I don't want her to give up on life because she has potential to do great things. Honestly I think that eventually the thought of her giving up won't even be enough to stop me.
~Song Quote~
~ We're gonna die it's just a matter of time, hard times come good times go, I'm either gone in an instant or here til the bitter end I, I'll never know ~
~Death Valley- Fall Out Boy~

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