My weight increased. My body has grown. It has been three weeks. And my period has been late for five days. I wait and wait... What if ? What would he say ? What will I do ?
Days later it comes. How happy I am to see blood drip from my vagina. I have never been so happy before. Cramps are just an effect of my happiness.
The warm blood drips to the floor and splash. There go's my joy. Splashing to the ground each drop of blood. So red , such a red, so dark. Imagine that one drop becoming a vein to flow into a small human being. Instead it drops to the ground.
Drip, Drop, Drip, Drop...
I get a tampon to stop the flow. My first one. My body trembles and shakes.
Try something new... Hurts but with so much pleasure. I want them both, but out goes my breath ...
