inside my head

thoughts: 2

why is mingyu here? is he gonna eat here? with us? with me?

my head is running again. when he appears, that happens. something must be wrong with myself.

i took a seat, right in front of him.
that was the only spot left and this spot is where i always sit on.

for the first time in my life, i asked sarang if we could switch seats.

"unni, you want my baby chair?" she said in a high tone.

i scrunched my eyebrows and placed my pointer finger on my lips. telling her to lower it down.

there was an awkward silence. since everyone heard. including mingyu. this is embarrassing..

"n-no. when did i say that?" i laughed and sat down.

i lowered my head as i grabbed the chopstick by my bowl.

"y/n." he called out.

"huh?" i shot my head up.

eyes landing right on his. mingyu suddenly led out his hand.

is he asking for my hand? wait what? what do i do? do i hold it?

raising my left hand, i rested it on top of his palm. he chuckled.

why did he chuckle? did i do something?

"please pass me the water, not your hand." mingyu showed a smile.

"o-oh.." i said, handing him water.

short silent laughs were heard from sarang and mom.

"silly unni." sarang stated.

>>

closing the door, i said goodbye to my family. mingyu of course have to come with me.

"i love you." he whispered in my ear.

mingyu walked ahead catching the bus. apparently, i stood there with my hands inside my hoodie front pocket.

real or lie?

we never know unless i even try to find out.

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how was it?

-lian