Georgia On My Mind [Zayn]

Chapter 14

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- Zayn POV -

We sat over the table at breakfast in mostly silence. I couldn't tell if it was because we were both stoned or knew that this, whatever this was, was ending soon. But it was a heartbreaking silence.

She finally cleared her throat and spoke up, right at the same time I'd gotten up the guts to finally say something as well.

"I want you-" I started.

"I don't-" She started.

I had a feeling I was going to want to hear what she had to say. "No, go ahead babe." I tried to smile.

"I don't know what this is," pointing between us "that we're doing, but I don't want to hear your 'this isn't the last of us' bullshit because you clearly have a girl back in LA, so I'll drop you at the airport today and we don't have to speak to each other again. This was fun, Zayn. Nothing more."

I was hurt and confused by her words, especially when my own were so venemously spit back at me.

"What're you talking about?! There haven't been any girls since Perrie for me! Not till you!"

She widened her eyes. "Are you serious? I CAN'T BE THE NEXT BEST THING AFTER HER, ARE YOU KIDDING?!" She suddenly screamed.

Now I have no idea what's happening.

"I'm sorry, what?"

"Zayn, there are literally girls all over the world, some that probably actually have their shit together and like...I don't know, personalities, or looks, and are so much better for you. I can't be the next girl you replace your fiancee with."

I can't hide my anger from her. I've tried before when she talks down on herself to try to be positive instead of losing my shit at how ridiculous she's being, but today is not the day to pull this shit.

I narrowed my eyes at her. "You're absolutely right."

Her face fell. "What?"

"I can have any girl I want. There are girls in this town who have thrown themselves at me everywhere I go. But I've spent every moment since I met you, with you. Don't you realize that? You've got something they don't have. It's like a spark, a spark that ignites this flame inside me that I thought died when Pez and I...yeah, I didn't think I could see that in a girl again. I didn't think I could...feel anything for a while" I smirked, "And then there's the great sex." and winked at her.

She rolled her eyes. "That sounds cliche as hell. Sparks and shit." she snorted.

"I'm baring my heart and you're laughing at me! This is why I don't fuck with bitches, man." I shake my head and start to walk off, knowing that will piss her off.

"Hey asshole, breakfast is on its way." she grinned, pulling my arm back to the table.

- Georgia POV -

I was definitely stalling asking about Sarah, but I knew I had to do it sooner, rather than later. I eyed him carefully as he sipped his bloody mary in between bites of French Toast and eggs. He'd already said I was his first since Perrie...well I couldn't be the first girl he's slept with in 3 months, but maybe the first girl he's liked? I took a deep breath and decided now would be the time.

"So I kinda..." I was suddenly so much more nervous, "overheard you talking to..." audible gulp, "Sarah, this morning"

He chuckled. "Oh yeah, we were just talking about the different press events I'll have to attend when I get back."