Muke ~ not about numbers

Part 5

An sorry if I bore you// guys I got a choaker and I'm GETTIG TABINOF next week and I so excited. I cried man. And my birthday is in 18 days 😂😂.

Michael Pov
I hate life. I lied to Luke. My mom didn't just hit me. She full out abused me. She broke my ribs and left bruises. And she- nevermind. So she said I have to get a girlfriend. So I did. But she's nothing like Luke. I don't love her. She's pretty don't get me wrong. But it's not all about looks. I want Luke, and he wants me. So he says. I just I don't want Luke to date someone else. You know what I'm sick of this.
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"This is it" Michael said as he proceeded to drown himself in the bathtub. He was doing pretty well until his mom barged in.
"Michael what the fuck" she screamed at him. "1 who is this Luke guy? He keeps blowing up your phone." He tried to answer but got cut off. "And why are you drowning yourself? You suicidal jackass" the words spit out of her mouth like pure fire. Did she really think that?

Luke pov
Michaels mum is such a bitch. She answered my texts from his phone. I know it was her. Michael would never talk like that. Ever. I just I need Michael. People say I don't have a chance Cus he has a girl now. Well guess what honey I know when mikey is happy and that is not a time. He doesn't love her. He needs someone he can talk to, trust, actually love. And he needs to get the fuck out of that house. Before something bad happens.
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"Siri FaceTime 'kitten'"
"Face timing kitten"
* connecting*
L- hey mikey!
M- hi Luke.
L- what's up?
M- nothing.
His words were dragged. So low. So dull. Almost like deep whispers. Like he could barely breathe. What really happened? I need his trust. If not I know something bad will happen to mikey, and I can't have that. Or I'll be joining the act.
L- Michael
M- hm?
L- I need to tell you something. Very important.
M- shoot.
L- okay. Uh can I say anything? Like can anyone hear you?
M- nope.
L- "okay. The other day I saw you..... Cutting. I know you tried to commit today. I know what your mom said. I was butt dialed. I know it all. And I-I don't know why you did that mikey. Why didn't  you talk to me? I'm always here and you know that. Please mikey never ever even think about taking your precious life. If you EVER have those thoughts call me right away. I don't care if you stubbed you toe, just talk to me if it makes you mad okay mikey?" He said failing to hold back tears.
M- I-I'm sorry Luke. I just. I don't know. I hate my mom. I don't like my girlfriend. I love you but you deserve more than me - fuck did u just say that out loud.
L- Michael Gordon Clifford never say that. I don't deserve more than you. I love you. I love you so so much. And having to sleep everyday not knowing if I'll wake up to u being alive kills me. Every night I think about you. You cute laugh. Your bright smile I never see enough. Just YOU mikey. I love you so much I cant physically express it. I hate the term love. Because I dont just love you. It's so much more than that, but there's no word to describe it and it sucks. But I mean what I say mikey.
M- and I love you too Luke. Ey we graduated. And I already moved out. And dumped my girl. Because I told her the truth. I was set up. My house my rules.
L- that's great mikey.
M-yeah *smiles a little*
L- I love that smile mikey.
M- hey Luke?
L- yeah?
M- uhm I don't know how to say it. Oh wait one sec.
* pulls out post it note and writes "will you be my boyfriend?"
L- aw mikey your so cute. Of course I will * smiles *
M- really?
L- yeah. It's late but I have an idea. Wanna go to Starbucks and have a real date tomorrow ?
M- I'd love that.
L-okay night mikey. I love you *blows kiss*
M- night lukey. I love you too * makes heart with hands*
L- your a dork
M- *giggles*
*call ended*
Both pov
"Fuck"