Ch 13 : Taking One's Own Life PART 1

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You; * Goes Into Garage *

It Was Dark In The Garage.. I Turned On The Light Switch.. What I Seen Made Me Immediately Fall On To My Knees And Cried.. NOOO !

You; * On Your Knees Crying *

I Dont Even KNOW WHAT TO DO RIGHT NOW ! I Called 911 .. I Cant Move.. I Am Stuck .. Do I Tell Dontae To Come Down Here ? Should I Call Ray ? WHAT DO I DO ?! NOOOO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING TO ME !

You; * Calls 911 *

Dispatcher; 911, What's Your Emergency ?

You; MY BOYFRIEND COMMITTED SUICIDE * Crying & Shaking *

Dispatcher; Help Is On The Way .. How Old Is He ? How Did He Do It ?

You; * Screaming & Crying * He Is 21... & There Is A Bottle Of Pills , & Bleach.. And He Hung Himself..

Dispatcher; Ma'am Please Remain Calm.. Help Will Be There Any Minute ..

You; * Crying * Thank You Sir... * Hangs Up The Phone *

Dontae; * Comes Into The Garage * Are You Alri---- NOOOO ! CHRESANTO ! * Cries *

You; * Crying Hysterically * WHY DO I ALWAYS LOSE THE ONES CLOSE TO ME ?!

Dontae; MY MOM AND NOW MY BROTHER ?

You; * Walks Towards His Body * * You See A Note * * You Pick It Up & Read It Out Loud *

THE NOTE ;

" Dear Yn ,

If You Are Reading This , Everything Was Successful..

I Want You To Know I Love You .. I Am Sorry For What I Have Done .. Life I Have Gotten Too Overwhelmed. My Mother Died .. And My Dad Has Never Been In My Life .. I Need My Mom In My Life.. This Was Too Difficult. No One Can Take The Place Of My Mother...

Atleast , I Wont Have To Deal With This Pain .. Unfortunately , I Will Not PHYSICALLY Be There , For My Child's Birth Into This World , But Know That I Will Be There..

I Hope You Name Our Child Santo Jr. if It Is A Boy ... I Honestly Do Not Care About The Name If We Have A Baby Girl.. Get Creative.. I Just Want To Know If We Have A Baby Boy , I Want Him To Carry On My Name. So Make Sure He Is A Junior..

I Always Will Love You Yn.. & Our Unborn Child.. Please Tell Dontae I Love Him Also..

I Drank Bleach , & That Didnt Work.. So I Popped 13 Vicodin Pills.. That Didnt Kill Me Fast Enough , So I Hung Myself..

In The Closet , There Is Suitcases Full Of Money . I Took All The Money Out The Bank.. Use It To Take Care Of Our Unborn child..

As Far As Ray , Prod , & Prince... I Am Sorry.. But They Can Continue To Be Mindless Behavior Without Me..

I Love You .. I Love Everyone.. I Know I Have Hurt You..

Also , Do Mot Be Scared To Move On.. You Are A Beautiful Girl That Can Get Another Man..

Please Take Care Of Dontae & Our Child..

REMEMBER ... THIS IS NOT THE END OF OUR FOREVER.. WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN ONE DAY... HOPEFULLY.. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..

Love You Always ... Roc "

You; * Crying * WHAT DOES THAT MEAN ?! " This Is Not The End Of Our Forever "

Dontae; WHY DOES EVERYONE DIE ON ME ! * Screaming *

You; I Lost My Parents.. Mrs.August.. My Lover.. & Basically My Only Sister .. She Isnt Dead but She Doesnt Want Anything To Do With Me * Crying *

* The Ambulance Arrives At Your House *

I Was Told By The Medical Personal That Roc Would Be Taken To The Morgue. They Officially Announced Him Dead At The Scene.. A Crime Scene Investigator Took A Look At The Garage.. It Is All Apart Of Their Job.. I Sat In The Garage .. & Cried.. I Called Up Ray ..

You; * Calls Ray * * No Answer * Please Call Me Back Ray !

Dontae; I Cant Believe This Yn.. Why Do The People I Love Die ?

You; * Shaking Head * I Wish I Could Answer That..

Dontae; * Hugging You Tight * You Are Really Strong.. A Lot Of People Have Died In Your Life..

You; * Calls Shay , Then Prod , Then Moonie , Then Prince & Ja'cylynn * * Gets No Answer * FUCK ALL OF THESE BITCHES !

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Dontae; What ?

You; No One Is Answering ..

Dontae; * Crying * Yn.. I Dont Wanna Live Anymore..

You; Dontae.. i Dont EVER WANT TO HEAR YOU SAY THAT AGAIN ! * Semi-Yelling *

Dontae; * Puts His Head Down & Cries *

You; * Crying * I Am Sorry For Yelling Dontae..

Dontae; * Runs Up To His Room *

You; * Follows Him * I Am Sorry Dontae!

Dontae; * Plops Down On His Bed & Cries *

You; * Rubbing His Back * I Am Sorry ..

Dontae; * Crying Harder *

There Is No One Else For Me To Call.. Except My Sister .. It Doesn't Hurt To Try .. Right ?

You; * Calls Diamond *

Diamond; * Answers * What The Fuck Do You Want ?! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO CALL MY PHONE SLUT ! Dont CALL ME WITH YOUR BULLSHIT ABOUT ROC ! Kuz IDGAF About You ! YOU ARE NOT MY REAL SISTER ! * Yelling * I AM TRYING TO ENJOY MY FUN WITH MY FRIENDS AND YOU CALLIN ME ?! WHY TF DO YOU THINK NO ONE ANSWERED YOU ?!

You; * Walks In To The Living room * THANKS DIAMOND THANKS EVER SO MUCH ! MY BOYFRIEND JUST COMMITTED SUICIDE AND YOU START THIS SHIT WITH ME ?! FUCK YOU ! * Crying * I CANT BELIEVE YOU DIAMOND !

Diamond; Yn! I DIDNT MEAN THAT ! I AM SORRY !

You; * Crying * WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST YOU ARENT THERE FOR ME ! * Hangs Up *

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* 3 Hours Later *

You; * Phone Rings * * Answers * Hello ?

Ray; Aye Wassup You Called ?

You; YES I DID RAYAN . BUT EVERYONE FUCKING PURPOSELY IGNORED ME !

Ray; LOOK I DONT KNOW WHO TF YOU ARE GETTING LOUD WITH ! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU WANT?! I WAS OUT AT LUNCH WITH MY FRIENDS AND YOU ARE YELLING AT ME AND SHIT ? CALM TF DOWN ! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU WANT ?!

You; * Crying * I JUST WANT SUPPORT ! ROC DIED ! HE COMMITTIED SUICIDE , I CALL TO TELL EVERYONE AND YOU AND MY SISTER YELLED AT ME !

Ray; YOU HAVE TO BE KIDIDNG ME !

you; I AM NOT RAYAN !

Ray; YN I AM SO SORRY !

You; Evidentally NO ONE CARES. ONCE AGAIN I AM ALONE . IT IS ME , MY BABY , & DONTAE AGAINST ALL ! * Hangs Up *

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WAIT WTF HAPPENED ?

Roc , Committed Suicide.. And Everyone Ignored Her.. Yn Is Very Emotional Because She Is Pregnant ..

Most Of You Are Probably Mad & Hate Me , But Keep Reading & I Promise You Wont Hate Me Forever .. Because Things Will Get Better For Yn .. I Promise..

LOTS OF TWISTS AND TURNS !

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& Shoutout To @SavageRoyalty For This Idea !

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