So I'm at this party
And I'm having a panic attack
I'm having troubles writing this
And I'm shaking
And I'm hyperventilating
And he light hurts
And I can't speak
And I'm freaking out
Everyone here is having lots of fun
So they don't notice
But.....
I....
I don't know anymore
And now I feel bad
Because they're paying attention to me
And they aren't having fun
Maybe I shouldn't be here
Maybe I should....
Idk...
