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Porsha

I'm up trying to put Chanel back to sleep she has been crying so much lately and I don't know why, I rocked her back and fourth and place her on my bed "your 2 years old and your acting like a big baby, you told mommy that your a big girl" I pushed her hairs out of her face and let her lay across my bed I went to the kitchen and cooked me a nice breakfast  I herd someone coming down the hall but I barley payed it any mind my mom stood and island with the guy I saw yesterday night "where is faith" I raised my shoulders to give her I don't know look " I don't know maybe her room" I turned back to the stove and fix the eggs "can you get her" my mom said I turned back around and headed up the stairs I decided to do what my mom told me because last week we got into a big argument and she threaten me to leave the house but I don't have money if I did I would leave. I knocked on faiths door 2 timed and her door open slowly "what porsha" I honestly don't know what's her problem but if it's that time of the month she need to calm that sh*t down "mom wants you down stairs" I removed myself from the door and headed back down stairs to the kitchen as soon as I made a left I knocked into August "sorry" I said under my breath and went back to cooking eggs I knew nothing about this August guy so it's weird "where is your sister" my mom said I turned back around to give her my full attention "she is coming gosh" I turned back to the stove and she instantly came back with a come back "what was that porsha" I shifted on my legs and placed eggs on a plate "nothing" I herd faith come down the stairs and she went straight to the island "wassup what y'all need me for" she said she placed her elbows on the table and leaned on it "well as I told y'all before  August and I are getting married but we just picked a date for June 6" I shook my head and placed bacon on the pan "ain't that some sh*t" I said doesn't she realize that that's my birthday no the f*ck she don't "what the hell is wrong with you!" My mom said I gave her that look of  disbelief "did you know that that's my birthday mom ..no the hell you don't you don't even like me am I like your lest favorite child or some sh*t!" I looked over at August and his eyes we widen he stared at me for at least 6 seconds and looked over at my mom "I care about you!" I shook my head and stood in front of her "the f*ck you don't mom I don't feel wonted in this house and you never pay attention to me you haven't give me sh*t for my birthday since I was 7 but you wanna get married on my birthday that is some sh*t your a selfish b*txh!"  We both stared at each other until her hand had hit my face "your the b*txh your just like you damn father, get the hell out of my house ....now!" I tear slid down my cheek and I ran up to my room so I could pack I don't know where I'm going but I'm going to make a way I can't handle this anymore. I herd a knock on my door "go away!" Another tear slid down my face  "it's August, please let me in" what the f*ck does he want but I went over to open the door anyway "what?" He just stared at me and placed his thumb on my face and wipe my tears away  as he was doing so I studied his features he was indeed young and he is extremely taller than me and he has swag "look what your mom said was wrong*hands her keys* these are the keys to my house your mom was talking about you don't have money and know where to go so you can stay at my place" I looked at his side ways and shook my head and hand him his keys back "I'm not your charity case" he rolled his eyes and handed me the keys back "look you ain't charity and I'm doing this to be nice d*ck head now stop being a selfish b*txh and take the keys I know you don't know where to go so I'm letting you crash at my place, now my house is on Fore Fill Ave and its number 104 and it's a White House now I know you don't wanna be in this house with her any longer so get yo ass over there" I stood there shocked I never had a man talk to me like that and I didn't even say nothing smart back, I grabbed my bag and Chanel's dipper bag and Chanel and headed down the stairs "where you going" faith stopped me in my tracks "leaving" I push passed her lightly and jumped in my jeep and head off to Fore Fill

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