Breakeven (camren)

On air

*Lauren pov

These past few weeks have been hell I haven't gone out I cancelled the rest of my tour until further notice. The press has been especially on my back I fucking hate her for lying to me I still can't believe it. I have a big interview today, I don't think i will be able to get through it but I have to. Fuck I have an hour to get ready and look like a normal happy person. Ally had called me ten times it's getting really annoying does she not understand I don't want to talk to anyone. I feel my phone vibrate again for the hundredth time.

"What Ally! What?" I yell into my phone

"I just wanted to remind you that you have that interview we set up months ago & please don't say something you don't mean" I have a tendency to spit venom when I'm angry

"Alright I won't can you make sure they don't ask any really personal questions" that's all I ask

"I'll make sure of it, don't be late" I'm never late I hate being late to anything

*2hours later

"So Lauren recent news is that you're going to be a mother, is that true?" Here we go

"No well it was true but turns out i'm not the parent so no I'm not going to be a mother." The radio host jaw drops and the station goes silent

"Oh my god how did this happen I thought you and Gigi were in love. So does this mean you're single?" Ugh too many questions

"I guess not and yes I'm single" still can't believe she would lie to me

"Tell me how have you dealt with all of this, and we would all like to know are you okay" really I ask ally to make sure they don't ask anything personal I guess I don't blame her knowing how some interviewers are.

"It's hard you know looking back at all the memories, I always think of what it would've been like to have a family. But I'm trying to move on, hopefully all of this dies down" I could've been a mother I could've been happy for once

"Do you think you could ever forgive her?" Hell no

"Probably not but I don't know maybe as time goes by I will but for now no. I thought I wouldn't go through this ever again but I guess I just don't have luck with relationships" I really don't honestly all the relationships I've ever had I've either been cheated on or dumped

"We recently saw pictures of you leaving the ER with none other than Camila Cabello, why were you at an ER" if he hadn't looked my hand he wouldn't ask such an irrelevant question

"No comment, my hand says it all"  I show him my hand

"Tell me what is your opinion of the world right now?"

"I feel the world is very unjust right now, And if I'm blessed with the opportunity to have a voice that people listen to, then it's my job to bring awareness to the world's injustices. I want to give the girls who admire me everything I can. I don't want to just fill them with selfies and crap. That's not what I'm about. I'm about being aware of the world and that you're not the only one in it" the world right now is full of crap

"Do you agree that women in the music industry are in competition" what kind of a question is that is he serious

"I think the media loves to put women against one another. It's like a game for them.We're all women trying to do our thing. We're spreading a positive message of girl empowerment, love, and self-love. And there's plenty of room for all us." Swear if we weren't in public i would slap him across the face for such an idiotic question

"Alright these are true or false question I'm just gonna ask random question you say if it's true or not" I hate this true or false game because there's always that one question that is embarrassing