I'm questioning myself
I'm begging for some help
I'm wondering why all I can do is second guess
Myself
This situation isn't what it's supposed to be
Because seeing you again didn't go how it would seem
There was no screaming or yelling or telling you to get the fuck out of my life
And you deserved it
And I'm here wondering why
That I put up with your shit so long
And fell into your open arms
Cause I'm not Cinderella
There's no prince
I'm not the belle of the ball
There is no happy ending
And every little story you told
I believed in
But that's what a child's supposed to do
I guess that's why when you said I love you
I never questioned or had to choose
If I believed you
But you deceived me
And apart from you I grew
I was raised by the moon and cold
You left me all alone
So don't you dare call yourself a mother
Cause when I needed you
Always with another
So goodbye
I'm not gonna apologise
Cause I know what I did wrong
But I don't think I'll ever forgive you
Mom
