“holy shit, her thighs is so big it could resemble Texas,”
the mirror whispered,
she sighed in defeat,
and fresh tears sprung out of her eyes,
she sat on her messy bed,
and cursed herself for being so ugly,
triggering her to think that she still need to lose more weight everyday to
satisfy her demons.
“holy shït man, why are you so fat?”
the boy whispered and chuckled,
the girl stop twirling, poking her cold food using the spoon,
she stared at the window and took ragged breaths,
tears threatening to flow out,
but she refused to let her armor down by showing her tears,
triggering her to eat the diet pills more than she needed.
“am i not good enough? i gave you all, all of me.”
she whispered,
feeling weak and broken,
the boy just scoffed and slammed the door at her face,
triggering her to tie knots around her neck.
“why are you so stupid?”
he ran his fingers through his hair,
he desperately need a time machine,
he feel so pressured and lifeless,
he was chained by his haunting past,
slashing his wrist like he deserves it,
and he didn't know that,
his heart is getting heavier,
and that triggered him to stop breathing.
• s o r r y •
i'm sorry if this one is a bit too dark.
i don't know what came into me, maybe i just over think (if you notice(the poems), i'm struggling over my body weight, looks and everything). but let me remind you, don't lose to your demons. fight them and move forward.
-abby
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s o r r y
Randomart doesn't come from happiness, sadness is a part of you that you need to fix them, if it was left unmend it will cause agony to your soul and mind and surrounding. everyone deserves to be hugged, kissed, fixed, glued,patched and heard.
