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After everything that happened on the weekend it was all very awkward and I just really wanted us to go back to being friends because we hadn't spoke much since then and it really sucked, so I decided to text him telling him how I was really sorry for what I did the problem was I just wasn't good at forgiving and forgetting so the message kind of went like this

Hey stiles... I'm really sorry for what I did the other day and I really hope you understand how I sorry I am for everything, can we just be friends again please?

That's how it went it wasn't the best but it was enough now I just had to wait for a reply, I waited for hours yet it felt like days and then I heard the familiar buzz of my phone and I quickly moved to see the screen of my phone and a message from Stiles  I then typed in my password and read the message reading that it was okay and he didn't really understand what happened but he was okay with it and that's all I wanted, I felt a weight lift off my shoulders and I sighed in relief thank god I thought to myself. Something I needed to work on was anchoring myself between being human and turning into a werewolf, I had spoke to Scott about it before and apparently having an anchor helped you from losing control on a full moon, but I didn't have an anchor not my family not my friends defiantly not a boyfriend I didn't have anything I have no one I only have myself this is all I've got

When we went back to school Lydia didn't talk to me only when she had to, Stiles and I we were talking like nothing had happened and of course the whole pack would know about it since Lydia would of told everyone already but it didn't matter to me. I was sitting in history when I felt my phone buzz and I dug it out of my pocket seeing that I had a text from Scott. I read the message it said to meet him out the front of the school and I asked the teacher if I could use the bathroom and she said yes, I hurried to the front of the school to see Scott, Kira, Lydia, Stiles, Liam and Issac I rushed towards them "what's going on?" I asked "sheriff Stilinski just found your dad" I tilted my head confused "my dad? My dad's at home I saw him this morning" everyone else looked at each other "what happened?" I asked "Scott you didn't tell her" Kira spoke up "tell me what?" I asked "Malia, I'm really sorry I didn't tell you sooner" "tell me what sooner?" I Said frustrated "Malia your adopted" he said "what do you mean? My father is the guy that took me into his arms after you guys found me" "no Malia your father is Peter Hale" I widened my eyes "Peter as in satan in a v-neck?" I said and Stiles laughed slightly "yes" "he can't be" I said "we've got proof" Issac added "well I'd like to see it" I said "it's down at the station" Stiles said "I guess we're going to see your dad" I said and started walking towards Stiles's jeep, Stiles, Scott and myself all got a ride with Stiles down to the station and I just couldn't believe what was happening right now "how could you guys not tell me I was adopted "it was hard to, I mean you were just so happy and I didn't want to ruin that" Scott said and I just shook my head "I wasn't happy" I paused "I was dealing with it, I was dealing with the fact that I had to adjust to a new life" I said and it went silent my mind a mess i needed someone to talk because honestly I couldn't bare to leave myself with my own thoughts right now

When we got to the station I took in a deep breath looking at everything around me then straight ahead "Malia c'mon let's go" I heard Stiles "Malia..." He said "sorry" I said and started to walk forward now looking at the ground. When we walked in we were escorted to the sheriffs office by one of the workers, we all stood in their no one said anything until I did "I wanna see the proof" I said looking back at everyone then at the sheriff, he dug around in his office desk and then pulled out a folder that had "adoption records" written on it with my name on it, I felt my heart sink into a black abyss it was true I thought, the sheriff handed me the folder I opened it up to see all the information about me like my date of birth and all of that as I finished it I closed it and handed it back "how could you guys not tell me this?" I asked putting my hand on my hips "why didn't you tell me sooner?" I asked, their were a million things running through my mind and no one was going to answer my questions. I quickly walked back outside Stiles running behind me "Malia" he said but I ignored him "Malia!" He said again and I stopped and turned around slowly feeling the pain of preying eyes on me the thoughts that ran through my head the pit in my stomach the sting of tears in my eyes I tried my best to keep it in, it had been so long since I had cried and I didn't want to start now but I couldn't help it, I let the tear roll down my cheek and I then broke down I felt my knees weaken and I fell to the ground kneeling there, I then felt the warmth of Stiles wrapping his arms around me as I kneeled on the ground sobbing "shh" Stiles said with a soothing voice but I couldn't relax "your going to be okay" he said my voice cracked as I spoke and that is the worst sound, you know when someone is about to cry and you hear their voice crack that's the worst sound. When I spoke the words cane out like a blur "why do bad things happen to good people?" I said and let my head fall into Stiles's shoulder my chest hurting from breathing fastly my stomach in knots and my head hurt, why did I feel like this? "I'm not sure why" Stiles said "but I know that everything happens for a reason and some people stay in your life and others leave, not because they don't like you or want to know you anymore but to teach you a life lesson" he said and I looked up at him "thanks" I said and weekly managed a smile "for what?" He said "for always being there" I said and I saw the smile on his face the one that I graved and loved it put a smile on my face, not a fake one but a real one

Stiles and I were in the jeep alone this time no one was with us considering that I didn't want anyone  else with us "do you want me to take you home?" He asked "no" I simply said "I don't want to be around 'my dad' right now" I said "where do you want me to take you?" He asked "anywhere but there" I said and he slightly nodded his head "my house?" He asked and i nodded my head "yeah, but only if it's not any trouble" I said "yeah it's fine" he said and I looked out through the window watching the trees and all the other surroundings then at the moon, I smiled at it because I felt like the moon "less important" "always second best" 

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