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Chapter 5

I silently yayed as the bell finally rang signalling the end of the day .
School was seriously torture .
You might be wondering how on earth I got into such a fancy rich kids school when quite obviously we were working hard just to make ends meet ,
One answer , scholarship .
Yes I was that scholarship kid everyone in the school despised and thought of me to be the gum stuck to their shoes .
I couldnt help it , its not like I even wanted to be here , it was my mothers choice and I couldnt say no , I didnt want to cause her more trouble , she wanted me to have a good future and according to her Rosehill Manor was the key .

I sigh as I gather my books and put them into my bags .
My mind wanders back to Ezra ,
I didnt see him at all today except in Biology in which he completely ignored me . He had sat beside Kaya and co and was laughing and flirting his head off at all the girls but barely even gave me a glance ,
I knew he was like them , another clone.

Not that it really mattered to me , it was fine , I was fine , alone , it was better that way , definitely better , I didnt need anyone certainly not Ezra Hayes and that was my final thought before getting up to go back to the dance studio .

I had just begun to play the music and my arm was in and upward position starting to stretch down to my feet when I heard the door creak upon and naturally my eyes snapped upto who had walked in .

Ezra Hayes

He was leaning against the door way , arms folded a smirk playing on his lips .

I fought the urge to roll my eyes , what was he doing here ? Why was he not with Kaya and the rest of her little posse

"Hey sugarmuffin how you doing "his voice was playful as if he hadnt ignored me the whole day , damn it Berlin let it go , he means nothing to you why does it even matter if he ignores you .

"What do you want Ezra "

"Ouch , man I feel so welcome " his voice was laced with sarcasm and again I fought the urge to roll my eyes .
"Yeah well tough "

He started laughing , a deep husky playful laugh and the corners of my own lips tugged upwards , his laugh one of those contagious kind of ones , but I quickly frowned anf he noticed

"Something wrong darling "

I look up at him darling , a term of endearment , why wound anyone call me a term of endearment
"Yes" I whispered barely loud enough for my own self and hoped he wouldnt hear it but some how he did

His eyes changed , they became a bit softer but he said nothing

"So do you wanna walk home or?"

I stared at him , was he serious? what if Kaya saw me walking with him , she would have my head and I knew it .

" no "

I knew giving one word answers wasnt helping but strangely he understood , he just nodded said "okay see you later " and walked straight out the door and I felt weird , like a strange feeling erupted from my heart , he just left but then again its not like I wanted him to stay , right ?

I unpaused the music and started dancing getting lost in the music and my mund wandered back into a time where everything was alright , where  I was happy and when everything was normal , when I was normal and before I could stop it a tear trickled down my face and I stoped dancing and just let the tears fall , I sat down and cried into my arms.

It wasnt fair , why did this happen ? how could this happen ? Why did it have to be me ?
More memories flew past in my head and i shut my eyes

"STOP please please just stop "
I cried silently to the flowing memories running through my head

The darkness of the room , a sillouhette , creaking floorboards and suddenly

"Berlin ? "

My head snaps upwards to see Ezra at the door , concern drawn onto his features ,
I quickly dried up tears with my hands and gave him a small smile
"Hey I thought you had left "
My voice had cracked at the end but I begged him not to notice , I begged him not bring anything up , to just leave me alone and to my surprise he smiled back and all he said was

"Lets go home "

HEY guys sorry for the short chapter and I know wow 6 months and no update well now im actually going to complete this book so please bear with me
Hope you enjoyed and man what exactly happened to Berlin
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