misjudged

CHAPTER 1

I stared at my self in the mirror cause that's the only thing I find free to do now.

I am a male but why does wearing female cloths makes me feel real thrilled like my self mummy said it's a sin but is it really a sin to be seen.

My name is silas stone and this is my story . 🥺

" Silas the bus will soon be here come down and eat something"

I was trying a lipgloss on that when the shout of my mother words came through my hands became shaking.
Maybe she will be cool with this?? she wont see any flaws?? Is this a sin ?? OR am I abnormal I guess yes. Maybe a little .

I quickly rushed down stairs.

" Morning mummy "

I greeted her as I came down.

" Morning Silas eat fast "

She urged me.

I sat at the table my younger sibling are already there sited.

" Silas you should set a good example for your siblings your not a good model to them at all they look up to you. You better change this your character of coming down stairs late before Alex takes from this"

She lectured again she always everytime I come late. Thankfully I cleaned my lipgloss before she could add that to the contribution of this whole thing.

" yes mom I heard
you "

She then proceeded in giving another lecture and a full hearing on how I always say that but never truly hear that I should listen to my self more often that am deaf to my own words.

I have two siblings . Well half siblings my mom got me with another man when she was sixteen. And am nineteen not look like it but still in highschool. Cause of how life was and thankfully life gradually became better. My mom found an average man and down to earth he too already had a son in college when we came I was only nine then and in no time my mom welcomed their first child together.

Then a honking sound came disrupting me from my taught I arranged and carried my sibling bags cause that's what mom call a responsible sibling.

And this is suppose to be my responsibility.

" Bye mummy".
" Bye mom"
" Byeeeeeeee mom"
The youngest drawled.

I got in the bus with them.

School

" Hey Silas how's you doing"

My bestie Liam asked he's transgender too and he wears it like a queen my mom doesn't approve of him I know that's why I never introduced him or give him an invite to my home.

" Like typical me "
Yeah am not feeling anything special not today probably not ever.

" Really cause to me today's kinda special"

He smiled I envy how his always 🌈 rainbow. Smiling happy I wish I could be like that like him without giving a hoot of what anyone thinks.

" Your always positive "

I turned and hugged him I needed that as much as he needed it.

" And that's what I like the most about you "

We laughed and herd to classes immediately the bell rang.

After 🎒 school

I usually go to my working place as an engineering apprentice to my father not my biological father my stepfather.

" Good to see you silas and your right on time "
He looked glad and in no time he was already pointing out parts to be fixed.
I started working with him at ten at fist I only stare then at fourteen he was confident in me so I took on little jobs and now I am an expert at this he always says he wish his son could be like me or he wish was his son.
His own son never showed interest in these kinda things.

The last time I saw Aiden was at the wedding.
I never saw him again after that maybe he was MAd that his dad moved on from his mom and expected him to remain single or maybe he taught his dad wouldn't care for him anymore as extra are coming to the family and by next year if nothing go wrong we are expecting extras in the family soon.
Yeah am gonna be a big brother again 😀😃😄😁😆