Bad Boy Styles(ON HOLD)

Chapter 20 - Confessions

Songs for the chapter: Only Exception by Paramore

My Heart is Open by Adam Levine featuring Gwen Stefanie

Brie's POV

I hear the doorbell ring and I get up from the couch to answer it. As soon as I spot Harry outside I make an attempt to close the door in his face but he pushes it open and walks in. I wasn't meaning to be rude but I know every time he comes over here it's because he wants to fuck me and I always give in to him.

He walks inside and doesn't say anything. He takes a seat on the couch and I stand in front of him with my arms folded on my chest, waiting for him to explain to me why he's here. His eyes look a bit red and I don't know if he was crying or if he's high; it's hard to tell. He looks up at me and bites his bottom lip in a nervous manner.

"Hey before you jump to any conclusions and say shit listen to what I have to say first." He motions for me to sit next to him.

"Okay fine, I'm listening." I sit and focus my attention on him.

"Brie I think I love you." He replies and I almost choke on my own saliva.

"What?!?" I shout in disbelief.

"Stop shouting." He calms me down.

"Okay but I cannot believe what you just said. You love me? That's crazy, you said love doesn't exist and you don't believe in it." I look at him with disbelief.

I don't believe this. Harry loves me? That's just insane. He can't love me because he doesn't believe in love. I mean he's the bad boy of our school so how can he love me? Is he just messing with me, or could it be a prank he's trying to pull, no maybe he's just acting? I don't know.

"I know you must be wondering what's wrong with me because I don't believe in love but I do now. I believe in love and it's all thanks to you." He smiles at me, like a genuine smile not a smirk.

"I-I don't get it." I shake my head.

"Look, when we first had sex and I took your virginity, remember the day after you wanted to talk to me cos you thought I loved you that's why I slept with you?" He asks and I nod because I remember that day like it was yesterday.

"Right and when you found me at the back of the school you asked if I felt anything when we made love and I said no but I did, Brie. I felt something and I don't know how to describe it. I was trying to ignore the feelings and what I felt that night for you but I couldn't." He raises his voice a little and he sounds helpless.

"But why didn't you tell me?" I place my hand on his and it relaxes him a bit.

"I didn't want you to know. But after we did it the first time I just couldn't stop thinking about you; it's like you were taking over my mind and eventually you did." He stares into my eyes and we lock stare for a few minutes before I look away.

"The night before prom I slept with about five girls just to see if I would feel the same way with them and maybe, just maybe I would stop thinking about you but that didn't fucking work! I still kept thinking about you, Brie you were the only thing on my mind that's why at prom when we both won Prom King and Queen and we danced I gave you a tight hug. I wished it could last forever and we could have stayed in each other arms for the rest of the night." He says and looks down at the floor sadly.

"And do you remember the day after graduation I came over and we were having a great time until I called you a nerd? I didn't really mean to hurt your feelings Brie and I'm still sorry about that." He takes my hands that's on his and holds it.

"It's okay Harry I forgave you for that a long time." I chuckle slightly.

"I'm still sorry about it though. And remember the same day we had sex a second time and I was acting all nice and sweet with you?" He lifts up my chin with his index finger and I nod.