Playing Mind Games

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Carmen's P.O.V.***

I couldn't help but feel awkward around Zayn as Niall's words flowed through my mind, just like curiousity. What does he mean? Is he trying to do something to Zayn and I. I heard mumers only as thoughts swirled around in my head. "Huh?" I replied confused as i saw Zayn snap his fingurs in front of my face.

"What are you thinking about?" He said worried and confused as he grabbed my hands and girpped them softly and reassuringly. I just shook my head and gave his hands a light squeeze.

"Don't worry it's nothing." I shook my head, hopefully he could read thorugh my lies. As we continued to walk hand and hand down the street I couldn't help but stop when I saw the familiar figure walk across the street from us. I let go of Zayn's hand and felt anger boil through me as I ran across the street. "Harry you have some nerve!" I yelled causing him to turn around.

"Look Carmen now is really not the time, I really need to find F-" He tried to say but I cut him off.

"No, how about this, how about you stay away from Faith, because you broke her way to many times, and this one being the harshest, so you know what just stay away form her, she doens't need naymore stress, poor girls gonna have a heart attack dealing with all this drama!" I yelled as he rolled his eyes.

"Carmen I never meant to hurt her that b-" I scoffed at his reply, giving him a sarcastic laugh in return,

"Yeah right, you knew what would happen to her once the words left your mouth. You knew it would hurt her just as much as I know it had to have hurt you Harry. I just can't believe you would do this to her. Of all people Harry. You?" Wiht that I walked off, feeling no sympathy for my words. No remorse. No guilt. I want him to realize he caused this.

"What happened." Zayn questioned and I shook my head.

"It's a long story lets just go, I really can't deal with this right now. I have enough going through my mind can we please just go." I sighed and he nodded his head continueing to walk. I looked back to see Harry still deep in thought obviously. I shook my head in dissapointment as I continued to walk. Faith deserves better. At least Louis has been looking after her. I don't know why the boys said he was bad for everyone. I really can't see it know thinking about it. He seems so sweet. He's been nothing but friendly to us. It's crazy how things turned around suddenly... Ironically somehow we always find a way to run into people, so we just happen to run into both Louis, and Niall.

"Hey Louis." I greet nicely, and my eyes suddenly wonder to Niall seeing as he's already staring at me. "Hey Niall." I say quietly suddenly feeling this shy part of me come out. What am I doing Carmen snap out of it and his irish charm!

"Hey Carmen." Louis says looking at me with innocince in his face. Someone witht hat expression is obviously hiding something. Same with Niall. What is up with guys these days? I brush it off and wave ignoring Niall's glare at mine and Zayn's intertwined fingers. I can feel Zayn's grip tighten as he stares at Niall. 'Is there something going on that I should know about?' I question in my head as I look back and forth at the two. "Hello Zayn." Louis says innocently, Zayn giving him a head nod as response, but still staring at Niall.

"Just give me a second to talk to Zayn, we'll be right back." I quickly grabs Zayn's arm pulling him a good distance. "What is your problem!" I yell as he looks at me with disbelief.

"Are you really getting mad at me because I'm getting a little protective over 'my' girlfriend! Did you even see the way he was looking at you." I sighed and apologized as I thought.

"Why don't I go talk to him and solve this-"

"No" Zayn interupted causing me to stop.

"What why?" I questioned annoyed.

"No."

"Your not my father Zayn I can handle this on my own." I roll my eyes and walk off. "Niall can we talk for a second?" I question hopefully as he nods, asmile appearing on his face with a bit of amusement. I pull him aside as he stairs at me with curiousity. "Look, whatever this is you need to st-" Right as I began to spoke Niall cut me off by slamming his lips onto mine causing me to be shocked. I pushed away from him as soon as I got the chance and I felt tears burn my eyes as I felt like I just betrayed Zayn. "I don't understand you why can't you just leave me and Zayn alone." Before I could run off he grabs my hand tightly before I could run off.

"Because I'm in love with you." Simply answered with a sad expression on his face. I froze and looked up to his beautiful blue eyes, then turned back, feeling nothing but confusion. What is going on...

"Niall I don't love you, why can't you see that!" I sighed flustered as I pulled my hand out of his.

"That's not true, I can tell you feel something for me! I just know it! And you know it to Carmen! I know you like me just like I do you! Why can't you see that?" I questioned me as more questions flew through my head, causing nothing but ocnfusion. I didn't like Niall, I love Zayn... Right? I shook my head of the thought finding the true one obvious. Of course I do. I couldn't possibly have any feeling for Niall could I? I let out another loud sigh as I kicked whatever was in my way.

"Stop playing mind games Horan." I flusterly yelled at him as I backed up. A smirk grew on his face as he moved closer and closer to me till there was no more space to move.

"I'm not playing mind games, it's just, well, what's that saying... Oh yeah, the heart wants what the heart wants." With that he quickly kisses my cheek and turns around to leave after winking at me.

"No, I love Zayn. Why can't you just see that?" I shook my head as I began to walk off. in the other direction confused by his words.

"I know what I want." I huffed as I crossed my arms and walked back to Zayn.

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