i HAATEE people grrr
ok so context
i posted screenshots from 2024 of funny moments from my ex friends from my old (now deleted) discord server.
I AGREE THAT i should NOT have posted without explicit consent and THATS ON ME!!!
but like apparently someone was stalking my account from "the inside" which is SOO creeepy lmaooo
and the ex friends wouldnt have known about it if they didnt have someone spying (im like 100% sure its Noti because he suspiciously blocked me after this all happened gulpppp)
JOE asked me CALMLY to delete the images, i deleted every image with him in it, because i understood where he was coming from.
Quilnite followed me, i assume to try and text me through tiktok (im under 16 so i cannot text through tiktok yet) and made a joke post on his story, something about deleting posts! so i (pretty rightfully) assumed it was about my posts, i replied in the most friendly way i could by making a statement on my story, saying i will never post them without consent again and that if they have more issues, they can refer to discord as i didnt want this to be a public issue.
QUILNITE did not comply. He said on his story "the post wasnt about you dont worry" and then a seperate story "pls delete your posts" NO NAME and NO MENTION OF ME SPECIFICALLY! just to clarify!!!!
i didnt realise he was talking to me so i didnt delete the posts - tbf i wasnt gonna anyways because it was nothing negative and it wasnt just about him, moreso a public announcement.
QUILNITE then made a "callout post" on his tiktok "exposing me" for....?????????????????? i dont even know at thispoint
I posted on my story about how its childish of him to make this public even tho i explicitly asked to add me on discord if he had further issues. He then said I made it public first and that he's "done arguing with a child". I then blocked him.
i made the important names bigger to just clarify, this is not Joe's fault as far as i know.
only QUILNITE and THE SPY are the issue here.
the point of this text is just for me to ask, stop blaming me for things, im done dealing with pointless drama anytime i go online. i just want to live my life.
its so silly to think of the sentence quilnite said, "im done arguing with a child" because he's right, i am a child. Im only 14 and yet im expected to be mature, calm and collected at every problem or accusation thrown at me
i am a victim of grooming and abuse and i struggle with PTSD, BPD, ADHD and autism. i should not be blamed for all these things
YES ofcourse i did HORRIBLE things and i made stupid STUPIDDD decisions, but im past that, im getting therapy, im changing and bettering myself every single day, so please, leave me alone, if you have an issue with me, resolve it in a civil way or learn to ignore me.
note: special thanks to Sulfur, Bananabot, Villager, Sirius and my bf Jon. They help me every day by being here for me and standing beside me as i figure out how to live with these issues.
note2: if you are unable to "forgive" me for the things i did in te past, i understand that and i will never judge someone for not wanting to forgive me, but do it in a way that you can AVOID me, not START CONFLICT. Starting fights with me or blaming me for things i didnt do will only further send me down that spiral of problems.
note3: fuck snowy
