al·co·hol
/ˈalkəˌhôl,ˈalkəˌhäl/
noun
a colorless volatile flammable liquid that is produced by the natural fermentation of sugars and is the intoxicating constituent of wine, beer, spirits, and other drinks, and is also used as an industrial solvent and as fuel.
Yeah, Everyone Knows The Meaning Of This Word But Its A Complete Different Meaning For Me Since I Consumed More Than I Ever Should Have On One Simple Night.
And I Do Mean Too Much.
This Word And A Certain Person Is The Reason My Life Immediately Changes Within A Couple Weeks Then Some Years Before I Could Process.
The Entire Reason I Will No Longer Wake Up & Go To Sleep Alone.
The Biggest Reason Responsibility Took Effect Quicker In My Life Than I Ever Planned.
The Most Important Reason Everything I Do Has To Be Changed & Constructed Carefully & Within Measures Because It Just Wont Effect Me.
The Bright Eyed Carefree Joyful Little Boy I Face Every Day & Every Night For Six Years Has Made Alcohol Change Everything.
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Six Years Before.
"Heavenly You Really Need To Slow It Down On The Drinks!!" Amiri shouts over the blasting music she didn't like to see her half sister throwing back drink after drink and staggering all over the place and acting a complete mess it was very reckless of Heavenly and a sight that Amiri has never seen she's used to the quiet introvert Heavenly this was not anything she did on a regular basis she still was confused to where all this was coming from.
"There You Go Heavenly Throw That Ass!" Lorell, a friend of Heavenly and Amiri yells over the blasting music and Amiri watches in shock as her sister did just that she was horrified even though Heavenly in fact had enough junk in the trunk to throw Amiri was not okay with this behavior if anything Heavenly normally despises twerking she was more of a two stepper old school dance move kinda girl always been.
"Riah?? Neriah!" She shouts into one of their friends direction and she stops mid sentence Amiri didn't mean to interrupt the conversation she was having with a cute looking guy but only her friends could fill her in on her sister sudden behavior especially since she's been away in another state she never wanted to go to another college but to achieve her goals she had to do what she needed to do so she only knew whatever Heavenly let her know whenever they FaceTime or text one another and it wasn't much lately now that she thinks about it.
Amiri thought it was because Heavenly was focusing on her own thing and getting through her job she hated but still went to because she was a hard worker so to see this new Heavenly scared her. The only person that seemed to even approve this entire showdown was Lorell and Amiri says that as she watches Heavenly toss her head back and Lorell downs more alcohol into her mouth damn near choking Heavenly in the process now Amiri was livid.
"Lorell What The Hell Don't You Think She's Had Enough?!" Inyia snaps beating Amiri to the punch. Amiri watched as Heavenly drunkenly found herself heading towards the dance floor and she kept a close eye on her just in case anyone tried anything and hoping her sister wouldn't start anything with anyone in her state of mind.
Lorell rolls her eyes and waves her hand in the air. "Cut Her Some Slack The Girl Going Through It." Lorell demands and Amiri, Inyia and Neriah all frown confusion on all their faces. "What You Talkin About?" Inyia says Amiri peers over at her sister once again as she dance on two girls on the dance floor she didn't like this at all Heavenly didn't even like people like this she literally says it all the time.
