Poems For Death✔️

His Suicide note

Dear whoever's eyes that my letter finds,

This will only take a couple minutes of your time,

I just wanna tell somebody how I feel inside,

Get it off my chest then put it all behind,

I wonder if lonely is something you've ever felt,

Like even if you wanted to you couldn't ask for help,

Like your in a dark room and the walls are closing in,

You scream, and shout but no ones even listening,

Somehow it always seems like I'm at rock bottom,

No one even cares and I'm left forgotten,

And then I think rock bottom may be replaced with a mountain,

Until I'm hurt again in seconds,

I'm counting sheep, when trying to sleep,

Knowing that when I wake all that pain comes rushing back,

That same pattern over, and over again,

Except this time I think I'm really giving in,

Sometimes I think I wish I was never born,

Even if I ran away no one would notice I was gone,

I spent all my life living as a nobody,

When all I wanted was Just to be a somebody,

Tears streaming down my face,

Like the rain hammering on my window pane,

My hand is shaking as I try to right,

Tell myself pull it together just for one more night,

Maybe someone just might listen to me now,

Or it takes me buried beyond the ground,

But anyway my letters over now,

Thank you for listening I hope the whole world feels proud,

Ripping into my hand, clenched tight,

No going back now I can feel the knife,

One last breath one last time,

Sincerely yours forever goodnight.