Three Little Words

Part 20 and Part 21

Part 20: I walk into the store smiling bigger than ever but then I thought, alright, I need to go find my veggie burgers. I was secretly hoping another little kid was going to run up to me. I love kids! And I love my fans! I would do anything for them! I absolutely love to give autographs and take pictures with them :) not because I think "hey I'm Carrie underwood, give me attention", I just LOVE to meet them because they are the reason I am here today and I'll never forget that. I want them all to get a chance to meet me and I love to see them happy and I love to meet them because they are all so sweet and special! If I could spend every moment with them, I would!! Alright, back to my veggie burgers ;)

Part 21: I walked back to the freezer aisle where the burgers were and I grabbed the veggie burgers. My face lit up. They were on sale! Yes, even I get excited when there's a sale! Just imagine if there were a shoe sale ;) I giggle. I pay for my things and walk out the front door and get into my car. I turn up the radio and "Starts with Goodbye" comes on. Not again...how come every time I turn the radio on one of my songs is playing? Don't get me wrong, it's AWESOME to know that YOUR song is playing on the radio! But it's like the radio knew I didn't like to listen to myself sing. I sit and listen anyways. This is the song I had sang the other night at the show. I had no reaction. It brought back memories of Adam and I but it seems as if I have completely gotten over it. I began to form a stunned look on my face. Am I over Adam already? This quick? He meant the world to me and I never thought I'd be able to move on, especially not this fast. I thought this would never happen and I realize now that ever since the night, I haven't thought of him once. This all seems so strange and confusing...