Stiles p.o.v
"You killed him" Scott said after I confirmed that it was my wrench he was holding out
"Scott he was going to kill my dad" it was an accident I didn't mean to hurt anyone let alone kill, I knew he wouldn't understand
"We don't kill the people we are trying to save" he told me I didn't need to be a werewolf to know how he was feeling he was angry and disappointed along with other mixed feelings
I kept quiet not knowing what to do I knew there was nothing I could say to make any of this better and the last thing I wanted to do was cry.
"Why didn't you tell me" he asked sounding offended and in general, betrayed
"Who do you thing I was calling out for when Donovan was trying to kill me" I raised my voice I didn't know if it was a tear or if it was rain rolling off of my cheeks and I didn't care, how can Scott not believe me when I say it was an accident, an act of self defense
"Stiles you killed somebody" he told me as if I didn't know like he said I killed someone I'm nothing but I killer and it would be better if I was gone then no one will have to get hurt because of me
"Don't act so surprised he wasn't the first remember Alison, Aiden" I began
I was angry I'm just so confused that I can't even get my emotions straight
"Just stop stiles" Scott said fed up with just everything, he was counting on me he relied on me the most and I failed him
"Scott give me the benefit of the doubt here" I asked repeating what he said to me a few nights ago
"Not this time" he struggled saying that to me and I knew our friendship was over nothing needed to be said
"What do you want me to do. Huh Scott, what do I do tell me" I asked begging for him to help me, Im drowning right now and I need Scott to help me
"I don't know tell your dad" he said walking in to the vet clinic leaving me alone in the cold dark rain
I went in my jeep trying not to cry, I held in to the steering wheel replaying what happened in my head
"Scott I'm so sorry" I whispered to no one
I turned on my jeep, I should tell my dad what I hade done I had nothing and no one to lose, thats when I heard noises escape the engine of my jeep
I parked in the nearest parking lot taking out the wrench that I hit Donovan with
I was attempting to fix it when I heard a car pull up next to me and I saw Theo exit the car "what do you want" I yelled at him "I saw you fixing your jeep and I thought you might want some help" he offered walking towards me
"I don't want your help, I'll never want your help okay now leave me alone" I don't know why but I'm taking all my anger out on Theo and he doesn't deserve it he has been nothing but nice to me
"Stiles are you okay you seem....off" he said making me face him
"I'm fine" I lied and he knew it "stiles tell me what happened" he asked sympathetically, I looked to the ground when I felt tears prickle in my eyes, don't cry stiles don't cry, not in front of him
I wiped the stream of flowing tears from my cheeks to hide from Theo "Scott found out what I did to Donovan" i chocked out sobbing like a 3 year old "he basically called me a killer" I looked at Theo and a saw that he was ashamed but only for a short second
I gripped the edge of my jeep trying so hard to hold back the tears "its okay to cry stiles its only me" he comforted
Theo's p.o.v
I felt bad for what i did to stiles but i knew it would break him up with Scott so i could have stiles all to my self with out getting him hurt because as far as i know stiles wasent apart of the doctors plans and i would like to keep it that way
I told sheriff stilinski that I did it so when stiles tell his dad what he did, his dad would explain what I did so stiles would know I took the fall for him so he will trust me
And if Scott tells stiles that I told him what had happened stiles would assume I told him about what actually happened I know its evil especially having hurt stiles this bad but its not like I'm happy about it
"How did he find out" I asked trying to seem like I didn't know
"I don't know" he sobbed wiping the ever lasting tears from his eye, I pulled stiles into a tight embrace, he Nuzzled his head into my neck trying to muffle his cries
"I can't believe this" I said with disgust stroking stiles hair, stiles pulled away facing me with a red face
"Every time Scott made a mistake or need me I was always there for him no question but when I needed his help he is never there" I wiped
stiles's tears away and pulled him back into a hug
I rubbed circles in his back hushing him "what do I do Theo" he begged desperate for an answer clinging to me tightly like he did on the hospital roof
"I don't know stiles, honestly I don't but Scott wasent right to do that to you" i told him, I really did cause stiles a lot of pain didn't i
After a few long minutes of me hushing out Stiles's cries he then passes out in my arms completely exhausted.
his heart beat slows down and his breathing softened as his body went limp
I picked him up bridle style putting him in my car clicking the seat belt on. I decided to leave his car here I'll get it for him in the morning
I don't know if i should take him to his house especially when his dad wasent home until tomorrow morning and I surly wasent going to leave him alone, not like this.
I drove home to the sound of stiles quietened snoring. I picked him up, taking him to my bedroom and laid him on my bed carefully. I pulled up a chair to the side of the bed checking if stiles was okay and he was, not knowing what I should do with stiles in my bed I watch how peaceful stiles looked when he slept, creepy right.
He looked so calm and relaxed, he looked beautiful, I couldn't help but traced over stiles jaw line until I got to his chin and that's when I couldn't stop looking at his lips.
I brushed my thumb over stiles slightly parted plump lips oh and how i wanted another taste, i could do anything i wanted to stiles right now but i also couldn't.
I leaned down and Kissed his lips whilst he was a sleep.he let out a soft moan and moved his head to the side, feeling like a stalker i turned away from stiles not knowing what to do
"Mmmm T-Theo" stiles awoke 5 minutes after, he sat up rubbing his eyes observing my room "you should sleep stiles" I told him, looking out the window
"T-theo I'm cold" he shivered
I looked at him and he was pulling the blankets off the side of the bed tapping the mattress with his palm "can you sleep next to me" he asked
'can I, boy you don't have to ask me twice' I told to my slef
I let out a small laugh "thought you'd never ask" I laid in bed next to him wrapping my arm around him as he hugged himself into my chest trying to get warm "thank you Theo" he said clinging to my shirt "anything for you stiles"I said sincerely
I don't regret lying to Scott because if I hadn't I wouldn't be with stiles right now
I'm evilly in love with stiles and he is falling for me with ever minute we spend together I'm so close to let anyone ruin this.
