Door To My Heart

Don't ever think

You said that you'd be there for me,
but when I look back
I can't find you.

You said you'd never leave,
And now look at the mess you've made of me.

Don't ever think that I will be there for you.
Don't ever think that I will come running back into your arms.
Don't ever think
that you mean something to me,
because now
you're just a face in the crowd.

You had my heart
and then you broke it,
Don't ever think that it healed.

You can write me songs and a poem, you can cry your heart out.
But don't ever think
that I'll run back into your arms.

Forgiveness is a hard thing to earn.
And you may break your heart if you try.

You did stand there by my side
and you did wipe away my tears.

The past is the past,
but what you have done is unforgivable.

So if you ever did find yourself forgiven,
don't think that you've earned
my trust,
because the scars of the battle
are still there.