I hate being a secret (Ajax x F!reader)

for her?

Y/ns pov

I just got out of class and I'm walking to my boyfriend's dorm because we have plans for a movie night. Xavier has always made me feel like he's hiding something but he treats me well I guess so I don't think I can complain.

I open the door cuz it was unlocked...sure I should of knocked but he's literally my boyfriend...

I step in the doorway but freeze....the sight before me made my stomach hurt...I felt like my heart had just shattered....

Xavier.... with the girls who's always giving me hell for my weight... Bianca... Sure I don't weight a lot but I can say I'm not the skinniest but Bianca made me feel like I was bigger... Her on his lap and her shirt on the floor....

"What the fuck..." I muttered and they both looked at me.. Xavier jumped up and Bianca rolled her eyes and smirked at me..

Xavier ran over to me and I let tears fall "y/n.." he muttered and I just shook my head and went to leave.. he followed me..

"Look, it wasn't supposed to happen until..." He stopped and I turned and looked at him "until what?" I muttered, my voice breaking.

"Until I broke up with you" he ran a hand through his hair. "You were gonna break up with me...for her..?" He sighed.

"I am breaking up with you" he crossed his arms and I let a few tears fall "why?" I muttered "I gave you my all and you treated me like I'm..." He cut me off "that's why!"

I looked at him like he was insane. "You're dramatic and needy and clingy and.. and" he ranted on.

"And you think Bianca is prettier than me" I muttered and he just slightly nodded and I scoffed.

"Whatever..." I muttered and walked straight to my dorm...

I'm happy I didn't have a dormmate.. I flopped onto my bed and sobbed...

Just sobbed until I passed out....